Bella's pov:

The Cullens. That name haunted my dreams. The asshole Edward left me for dead. And his family just went with him. It took forever for me to get over everything thing he said.

I still care about his family. Mostly Esme and Carlisle. But I also mad mad respect for Rosalie, ice bitch extraordinaire.

But I knew I'd never hear or see them ever that was until a few days ago.

I received an anonymous letter in mail. Obviously vampire writing. Seeing as it was elegant script. No human could have possibly wrote something as nice.

It stated that I needed to get a hold of Carlisle and to do all he asked of me. it said that although this was a serious matter, I was not to worry. Yeah like that was going to stop me. Who ever wrote the letter signed it anonymously.

I didn't know how to get ahold of my old family. And the tear in my heart was ripping apart at the thought that I'd have to speak with one of them. I had to put on my big girl underwear and say fuck it.

Finally after weeks of googling. I found a J. Jenks. And called to find out. And we set a didn't take much to get this man to comply. Obviously a woman could go far. Not to mention he seems quite afraid of Jasper. Though I may not get the chance I want to ask why. Though I knew what ever it was would probably get the man killed if he told. I let it go.

After I sweet talked my way for the Cullen number I went home to fix Charlie some dinner. Trying to find the courage to just pick up the phone and call. One phone call wouldn't hurt. I just didn't think I could handle if the ass whole picked up.

I waited two whole weeks before I called praying Edward wouldn't answer. It turned out to be my lucky day. Carlisle picked up after only three rings.

"Hello, this the Cullen residence Carlisle speaking. How can I help you."

I was scared so I didn't say anything for a couple of minutes. Carlisle was gentle but firm.

"Look I don't know who you are or why your calling but please state your business. I'm on my way to work."

"Um car...lisle... It's um bel...la... If you have time I really need to talk with you about something important." I wasn't sure why I was acting this way. I hadn't acted shy since the family left.

I was sure he was shocked because now he was the one not talking.

"I know Edward doesn't love me and the family has a hard time being around me but I received a letter in the mail almost a month ago and I was wondering if you knew anything about it. If not could you take a look at it for me. It's kinda freaking me out. I don't like an unknown vampire knowing where I live. But that's not the craziest part when I read the writing it was like who ever wrote it was calling me to them."

I was rambling I knew that but I wanted to make sure he understands what is going down.

"I'm visiting some friends of mine in Alaska soon. How bout we meet up and talk then. I'll call you when I can get away and we'll meet at the compound."

"Thank you Carlisle. That means the world to me."

"You are most welcome and Bella just because we left does not mean we love you any less. We all love you. You've been a Cullen from day one. I'll do everything I can to help and I hope that with time you'll feel like coming to visit Esme and Alice. Emmett too."

I was shocked that he wanted me to be in his home after me and Edward not being together. But that just showed how caring and compassionate he was.

"I would love to someday but I don't want to put Edward in a position in his own family that he had to stay away because of me. But if you want Esme can come with you when we meet up. But I have to go now. Charlie's pulling in. See you soon and thanks.

"See you soon Bella. Stay safe."

We said our goodbyes and after dinner; I went up to bed falling a sleep with my vampire family on my mind. Hoping with all that I am that Carlisle will help me find the anonymous writer.

The Cullen's were coming back into my life. And for the first time since I met them. I was actually looking forward to showing them the real me.