I Always Will
Chapter 1
In the morning he was gone. I didn't know what I was expecting. I could feel him pulling away from me for weeks now but last night we had dinner and walked along the beach. It felt like old times. When I could see and feel the love he had for me. He had showed up at my house. Dressed up. The entire evening had ended up being his way of making up for my birthday and the drama we were going through at that time. I had on a flowing blue dress. He called me pretty girl and never left my side.
We had dessert on the beach. He drove me home and the silence between us was comfortable. I felt good and the insecurity I felt about him and Peyton evaporated.
He walked me to my door. And I thanked him for this beautiful night.
He leaned over hugging me and I buried my face in his chest.
Eventually we pulled apart. He didn't let go of my hand.
Instead he kissed me. I kissed him back.
Feeling my heart pound out of my chest. And my head spin.
He took me in his arms and kissed me again.
I could of pushed him away. Told him to go home.
But I did neither of those things.
I had broken up with him a week before. I never would of imagined that this is where we would be.
I opened the door to my house. We managed to make it inside. Without breaking the kiss. As soon as I closed the front door. He picked me up and carried me up the stairs.
His kiss and touch was electrifying. I felt safe and lovee. The passion between us was as hot as ever. He opened the door to my bedroom and laid me down on the bed. Shutting the door behind us.
His blue eyes darkened with love. He took me out of my dress. Slowly and carefully placing kissing everywhere he touched.
I watched him. Our eyes never leaving each other. I took off his shirt.
Pulling him closer to me. Once I was out of my dress. He pulled me closer to him. The layers between us soon became non existent. He laid me down on the bed. Reconnecting our lips.
Our bodies soon becoming one. As time and the world around us ceased to exist.
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Days later that night is what has lead me here. With the sickness, tiredness, and lack of being able to contrate on anything else but that night. And how the happiness and joy we felt took over.
It was the word around school. The new hot couple that wasn't hiding their affection. Was Lucas and Peyton.
I mananaged to make it through these last few days without dampering their happiness and actually being supportive of them both. Offering my words of congratulations.
Haley's my hand as the doctor gives me my results.
You're pregnant. She said. Turning to me.
I was given multiple pamphlets and information. That I wouldn't be able to absorb at once. Eventually the appointment ended and Haley was in the driver's seat.
She gazed over at me. And spoke.
What are you going to do.? She asked.
I looked back at her. Putting a hand on my stomach.
I don't know. Haley. I just need to go home. I told her.
She pulled me into a tight hug. And looked up at me.
No matter what happens next. You have me Tigger. She said. Smiling her voice full of support.
Thank you Tutor wife. I said. Smiling back at her.
Laying my head back on the seat.
Looking out the window. As she drove home.
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