Just here

By Makato Mai

Authors note: another poem I wrote dedicated to Kikyou…It's okay…

I'm not alive and I'm not dead

I wish I could take back the things I've said

And tell you how I really feel

I'm not alive or dead just here

My love for you is still around

My hatred yet unspent

How long must I suffer so?

Since I'm not alive and I'm dead

To see you with my other soul

Sets my heart on fire

Your love is mine, and mine alone

This is my one desire

But sadly I must decline

For I'm just here

Not alive

Not dead

Just here…

Makato Mai

Authours note: I'm sorry, it's not that good I know, I've just been finding a lot of old work I just thought I get it up. R&R