Will fate step in?

by me.me.me.you

Sarly is a freshman, she has had a crush on the same guy Austin since the beginning of 8th grade, When Sarly's best guy friend, Jake, becomes "un-available" she begins to fall for him. But does she really like him? Or Austin? She keeps hoping fate will be in her favor, and since there isn't anything she can do about it she finds herself thinking. Will Fate Step In? Please Read )

1. Chapter 1

Disclaimer:

Sorry it's not really Auslly stuff, review and if it's disliked I'll delete =)

This is not very thought out, I'm writing to get out stress, and express feelings, I apologize for grammar mistakes and ect. but I don't have time to proof read, so please don't be bothered by it.

Chapter One:

I sit in my bed unable to sleep, as a scroll through the contacts in my phone. I look at the time it's still only 9:30pm, too early to sleep, kinda late to texts, I stop scrolling as I pass my crushes contact, Austin. I contemplate, should I text him? With out really know what I'm doing I type in the words, "Hey what's up?" and push send. Once it sends I bury my face in my pillow, "I'm so stupid," I think to myself, "I look needy, and easy."

Just then my phone vibrates, I hold it in my hand screen down before I flip it over holding my breath, my screen reads "New message from: **678-134-5532"

I knew it was my Ex-best friend, I considered deleting it with out reading it but I pushed "View message" and read the content "Hey, Sarly, I really miss talking can't we work things out." I delete the message and turn my back to my phone, mumbling to myself "We could of if you hadn't of lied to so much."

I get out of bed and turn on the light, I opened the dairy which was on my bed and grabbed a pen, I began to write.

"Lacy texted me again, It's hard, I try to forget her number but she texts and I remember it again, not to mention we've know each other since 6th grade so of course I know her number by heart. I wish she would have never screwed things up, she didn't have to steal Jake's number from my phone! She knew I he was my only guy friend, she knew I wouldn't be cool with it. And she lied about it to, she had promises to stop texting him..."

I stopped writing because I knew I had written what happened that December night in my dairy too many times to count. Every page expressed the same story, for the past 2 months. I was so lonely, but I knew writing on some paper wouldn't help so I closed the notebook and got back in bed, I resumed scrolling through my contacts, 9:45pm, still not tired. "I could text Sammy," I thought, "She has stepped in and been a good friend during this whole ordeal. No she is so busy with school, I don't want to wake her, or keep her up late." I go to my messages and stare at the one I sent to Austin, hoping if i stared long enough it would un-send. In my anger I deleted it. I put my phone on the charger and turn my back to it again.

I closed my eyes, trying to sleep, but I just kept thinking about Austin, I began to enter my imaginary world were Austin asked me to be his, which I had played out in millions of ways millions of times, but i resisted, "What's the point of imagining if it'll never me real." i Scolded myself, then I began to think about Jake, although i didn't like like him, he was attractive and maybe he actually liked me, he did talk to me often, well not as often now that Lacy texts him.

I fell asleep thinking about what it would be like if Jake asked me out, even though deep down i knew he never would, I knew no-one would.

** the number i used was not real, i just made it up.

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