Lights flashed.
Sirens wailed.
There was yelling.
There was panic.
The paramedics ran to help.
They ran to try to save,
The poor young man lying in such an impossible position.
It made me cringe.
I couldn't move.
I couldn't breathe.
Most of all, I couldn't believe what was happening.
This can't be happening.
This can't be true.
The paramedics took the young man
from my hands,
from my embrace.
They told me to stay back.
To hell with them.
I jumped into the ambulance
After the boy,
After my love,
lying limp and frail on the stretcher.
They didn't try to stop me.
No one did.
At last the ambulance door shut, and we were off.
Off to the hospital.
Off to the doctors.
Off to where this young man can be saved.
Oh lord, help me.
Help him.
Somebody.
Anybody.
His legs: twisted and bruised.
His arms: it was hard to tell whether his left arm was the left or the right.
His perfect face: slit and smeared with blood.
His pure blond hair: no longer very blond.
He barely looked human, much less recognizable.
All I saw was red.
This couldn't be him.
It can't be.
But I know it's him.
I will always know.
Always.
Even if he's like this.
How could such a cheery,
Beautiful,
Talented,
And loved man be in such a state?
How could you completely destroy such a precious life?
No.
It's not over yet.
He's off to the ER.
He will be saved.
He will live.
He will.
He must.
I refuse to think of what will happen if he doesn't.
No.
No.
No.
No.
NO.
Stop.
He will live.
He will.
My love.
My one and only love.
Don't you dare die on me.
Don't you dare leave me alone here.
Don't you dare abandon me.
Don't you even dare,
Kise.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
Wake up. Wake up. Wake up.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
Please, oh please, oh please.
Beep. Beep.. Be...eep...
No... no no no no NO...!
Come back!
Right now!
B-Beep... Be... Bee... Beeep...
NO. DON'T DO THIS.
STOP IT.
IT'S NOT FUNNY.
Seriously.
Please.
I beg you.
I'm crying.
You made me cry.
Congratulations.
Now come here and get your prize.
You can't get anything if you sit there like that, you idiot.
...Hey, come on.
I'm being nice here.
Hey.
Oi.
Oi.
You...
...
Idiot.
You suck.
...B...Bee...B..Beep...Beep... Bee...
This is the worst joke ever.
I'm not laughing, here, Kise.
I bet you think you're so funny.
I'm gonna kill you.
...
I'm sorry.
I didn't mean it, you know.
I love you.
You know that right?
...Beeep.. Bee... Beee...
HEY.
Can you not hear me?
That must be it.
I love you, okay?
I love you.
I love you I love you I love you.
I love you so much my heart hurts like hell right now.
I love you to the ends of this earth.
No, even further than that.
I love you so much, dammit.
How could you even think of leaving me?
Did you really not hear me?
You must be ignoring me.
How rude.
I LOVE YOU.
...
...Okay?
...
Ki... Ki..
...
Kise.
...Beep...B-Beep... Bee... B...
...Beeeee...
...
YOU'VE GOT TO BE FUCKING ME HERE, KISE.
GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE RIGHT NOW.
I TOLD YOU I LOVE YOU,
DIDN'T I?
DO YOU NOT BELIEVE ME?
TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT!
ANYTHING!
I'LL DO ANYTHING.
JUST COME BACK HERE!
NOW!
...Please.
Please.
Please, just come back.
I beg you.
I need you.
I love you.
I'm waiting for you,
Kise.