7. Thats 7 girls Dean has hit on today! Does he know that it hurts me when he flirts with them? I wish i could tell him how I feel, but he would never love me...
"You ok Cas?" Asks Sam Winchester.
"Huh, oh yeah. I was just thinking..."
"Bout what?"
"Just De.. mons. Yeah, demons."
As Sam walks away he looks suspiciously at me. That was a close one. I don't like lying to my friends but, I can't let anyone know that I am in love with Dean Winchester. Ever since he called me family and stated that he needed me I have just had this feeling. I need to discard this love.
"Come on Cas! I'm tired."
His voice is so appealing. I would do anything he asked of me.
"Earth to Cas. Let's go already!"
"I'm coming."
Once we get to the motel Dean plops on to one of the beds while Sam sits on the other. I rest myself on an arm chair sitting in the corner. The Winchesters have gotten used to me not sleeping.
"Night Jerk."
"Night Bitch."
Their nicknames are rude but they don't seem to mind that much so i guess it is ok.
"Night Cas."
"Good Night Dean. Sam."
I haven't looked at the clock since Sam and Dean went to sleep. As I look up I see that it is 4 in the morning. It was really early and the Winchesters wouldn't be waking up anytime soon so I decided to go wander for a little while.
As I am walking around my mind wanders into deep thoughts about Dean. Why do I love him so much. I wonder if he would consider liking me. Probably not... Before I knew it I was lost. I forgot to ask what state we were in today. Well damnit! Oh well, I guess I could retrace my footsteps. Next thing I know I am on the floor, unable to get up. The last thing i remember is getting dragged into a van. I'm safe. Dean will save me...