Slipped away
I miss you I miss you so bad. I can't forget you oh it's so sad.
Chase Proverb
It's my birthday and I just lost the closest person to me in the world. No grandma I'm not talking about Zoey. I'm talking about you. I can almost hear you singing a million rain drops. I can't forget all the things we did together when I was little. I miss you so much I guess that's why I can't forget you.
I hope you can hear me because I remember it clearly. The day you slipped away was the day I found it won't be the same.
I hope you can hear me because I remember the day you passed away clearly even though it happened a year ago. That day I realized that my life would never be the same. I would never be able to hear you sing a million rain drops or send you another e- birthday card.
I did around to kiss you good bye on the hand. I wish that I could see you again I know that I can't.
I'm sorry that I went to PCA. I know that you wanted me to stay close so we could see each other everyday. I wish that I could see your smiling face again but I know that I can't. Mom and dad really miss you too. Mom said that when you first held me you said I was the best birthday present you ever received because I looked like you. I want you to know I love you.
I had my wake up won't you wake up I keep asking why. I can't take it. It wasn't fake it happened you passed by.
I just can't believe that you're really gone I guess now I'm going to have to wake up from this dream. I want you to wake up to. Then I realize this isn't a game and that you weren't faking it. That you have really passed away and I didn't get to say goodbye.
Now you're gone there you go. Somewhere I can't bring you back. You've gone somewhere and you're not coming back.
I wish that you hadn't gone away. I wish that you could still sing a million rain drops. I'm old enough that I should be able to know that I can't brig you back but I wish I could.