The holiday season was a time meant for happiness. It was supposed to be time that you spent together with the people you loved and cherished. Sometimes the worst things happen to people during these happy times. A world could crumble away. Being alone with the wrong person for just an hour was enough to ruin a life, enough to break someone's entire state of mind. It was cold outside, but not the kind of cold that made you uncomfortable. It was just cold enough to allow flurries of snow to fall from the sky. It was in a small house in suburbia that was in populated by two girls. It was getting dark out the sky darkening with violet and navy blue. The older girl was sixteen, she dressed in scrubs and her long black hair was tied in a neat ponytail. There were deep bags underneath her eyes and a tired sigh left her lips.
"Rin I'm telling you. It's late and cold. I don't want you to go." she said to a younger girl who sat wearing a short plaid skirt and white blouse.
"I really want to see him. You know he just got back in the country and I haven't seen him." Rin complained.
"I really don't think you should even be seeing him. He's too old for you and it's late. You should stay home." the older girl said as she pulled the bow from her hair.
"My relationship isn't any of your business!" Rin yelled with anger in her hazel eyes.
"Oh yes it is! I'm your guardian-" Kagome started.
"You aren't my mother." Rin walked towards the door.
"Fine do what you want. Don't come crying to me when he gets what he wants and leaves you." Kagome said as she turned on her heel towards the stairs. Rin walked out the door, not forgetting of course to slam it behind her.
"She doesn't know anything..." Rin whispered to herself as she pulled her jacket over her arms. She rubbed her arms as she walked down the street in her a little too short jean skirt and her a little too old for her blouse. It was the classic phase of a young teen trying to appear older than their age. There was a little too much mascara clumped on her already long eye lashes, along with a little more than enough eye liner. How could she defend herself in this kind of situation? The only thing she could say but would never admit was that she was a little afraid of the age difference between her and her boyfriend. Her fourteen to his seventeen, she constantly asked herself how she had gotten so lucky. It wasn't every day that a freshman girl had somehow managed to capture the attention of an upperclassmen. Not to mention he was crème de la crème, walking perfection.
"I hope he isn't too tired from his flight." Rin said to herself when she noticed snowflakes were falling lightly everywhere. The walk was a little bit farther than she had anticipated when leaving her house. A smile caught on to her lips however as his house came into sight. She'd never been there alone with him. She shook her head with a light blush covering her cheeks. She readied herself with her hand ready to knock on the mahogany door. She could hear his velvet like voice. It was deep and obviously belonged to a male who'd already been through puberty. Rin's chest tightened with excitement at seeing him again. Finally her knuckles made light contact with the door. She could hear his footsteps draw near and the handle turn.
"Rin? What are you doing here?" he asked, his amber eyes were confused, but not angry.
"I just wanted to see you since you just came back." She smiled.
"I'm about to go to the doctor. I came back with a cold and my father insists that I get it check out." Sesshoumaru said. Her eyes didn't leave his for a second not even to admire the silver locks that poured down his back in a well knotted braid.
"Do you mind if I wait for you here?" she asked.
"I don't know…I mean it's just my brothers here." Sesshoumaru said, it wasn't really Inuyasha who worried him. Rather it was his stepbrother, Naraku, who gave him need to worry. Naraku always had his eyes on the freshman girls despite his being a senior. He expected that it was because most of them were more likely to be virgins. Not to mention most of them had been quite eager for him to be her first. It was rare when there wasn't a girl at their house with Naraku. Tonight however was one of those rare occasions.
"I'll just play with your play station in your room. They won't even know I'm here." She insisted.
"I'll be back in an hour or two." He told her, he didn't feel right about it but decided against it. He knew he had a hard time denying her what she wanted.
"Well, why don't I come with you?" Rin asked. Sesshoumaru thought about what he had to get checked out and a blush almost fell on his cheeks.
"I really think it would be best if you wait for me. Or I could go to your house later." he suggested.
"Well, I guess so. I'll wait here, just call if you think it will take longer." Rin smiled. His lips tapped hers as he headed out the door. Rin sighed a little as she walked into the room he shared with his step brother. Rin grabbed the game she always played when she stayed at his house. Some snowboarding game. She looked at the time with a small smile. 8:32pm. A breath left her lips smoothly as the screen booted up with her saved character. That was when Naraku, aged one year older than her boyfriend walked into the room. She could feel a soft depression on the bed beside her. She looked at him with a small smile.
"Hey." she said turning back to the game.
"You look really pretty, tonight." he complimented. Rin smiled.
"Thank you." she mumbled as she began to play the game.
"I was wondering something about you." he said, there was a heaviness in his eyes.
"What?" she asked her eyes still glued to the screen.
"Are you a virgin?" he had the question so bluntly that Rin froze in shock. She could feel his hand rest right above her knee. She absentmindedly nodded. He smiled at her, while a cold chill ran down her back. It was uncomfortable and made her feel as though she had to get out of there. So she stood and began walking towards the door slowly hoping that he wouldn't follow. Her hopes were crushed however when she reached the door. She could feel him behind her pressing against the door so she wouldn't be able to open it. He locked it and grabbed her arms roughly pushing her against the door now. She stomped on his foot and tried to unlock the door. 'This isn't happening!' Rin thought frantically as she fumbled with the lock, her fingers shaking as Naraku groaned a little.
"Inuyasha! Inuyasha!" she screamed desperately.
Inuyasha was sitting in his room, in a rolling chair. In front of him was his laptop, and in his ears a pair of ear buds blasting his rock music. A smile crossed his face as he looked at the screen. He was instant messaging his girlfriend, Kikyou. He tapped his foot to the beat of the song. Not a sound could be heard with his new headphones specially made to block out all other sounds whilst in use.
"He can't hear you." Naraku said as he ran his hand up the nape of her neck grabbing her hair as close to the root as he could. She thrashed away from him, but he was strong as he threw her down on Sesshoumaru's bed. Her hazel eyes were filled with tears as he sat on top of her. She was on her back. 'This is a nightmare and I'm going to wake up. I'm going to wake up I know it.' she thought closing her eyes tightly. She could feel his hand press on either side of her cheeks forcing her mouth open. His lips crashed down on top of her own. His tongue diving right inside. She bit him hard, he became furious after that, he sat up and back handed her hard. She could see stars for a moment before she realized the he was roughly pulling away her blouse.
"Please! Stop! I don't want to!" she cried a sob falling from her.
"Then why are you dressed so damn...it's like you wanted me to do this." Naraku said running his hands over her breasts, which were still cover by the material of her bra. He pulled her up slowly as he reached his arm behind her to unhook it. A scream left her lips as she kicked around trying to free her hands from his knees. 'Somebody please! I need to wake up!' she thought as tears fell from her eyes. 'Please someone help me!' she thought.
"If you stop now. I won't tell anyone anything!" she pleaded.
"If you tell anyone I'll kill you." he whispered in her ear his hot breath send spikes of fear through her. She froze.
"Please! Please! Please! Stop!" she begged him screaming. His arm grabbed her now uncovered chest hard, she gasped as sobs left her miserably.
"It's going to feel great, well for me." he said to her as he pulled her skirt up. He turned over and pulled her panties down to her ankles.
"No!No! Please! Oh God! Please!" she cried as he propped her knees under her.
"I bet you're real tight." he said as he plunged into her. Rin could feel something tear through her, it burned like fire, it felt like the ripping of expensive velvet. He pressed her head against the pillow as he pumped in and out of her roughly. Rin could feel her body heaving as she sobbed it didn't feel like she was there. 'No one is coming for me. No one...this is really happening.' she thought she tried to distance herself from reality looking at the clock. 8:57pm. She could feel a heat build up inside her as she sobbed. She could her lungs start crying for air. She breathed in fast and deeply. She could feel moans climb up her throat through the sobs that left her also left the moans. 'Disgusting...I am so worthless. How could I react to him so...' her thoughts were interrupted with his release inside her. She thought maybe he would be done now. She tried to slow her breathing but she felt him enter her again. By the time he was truly finished, the clock read 9:40.
"I was right. Thanks Rin, for your virginity I mean." he said as he pulled his pants up with a zip and button. Rin laid there motionless for fifteen minutes staring into the depths of the digital clock.
"You should get dressed." Naraku said.
"I mean you won't want him to find out how you slept with me, about how you deprived him his right." he said. Rin stood slowly despite the intense pain between her legs. She looked at the floor as she dressed herself, feeling the nakedness the outfit left. She felt as though she would never be covered enough. 'He's right I asked for this...I asked for this because I'm worthless.' she thought with as she grabbed a wet wipe from the desk drawer and cleaned her blood trickled thighs along with other bodily fluids that didn't belong to her. She sat down at the edge of Sesshoumaru's bed.
"Let's not let him know it happened on his bed either." Naraku said. Rin began to sob as she looked at her knees, which were held together tightly.