So hello there! It's my first fan fiction and I'm open to ideas! Also feel free to let a review about what you think about it :) and sorry if I'm making a lot of mistake I'm not that good in english! Anyway, I only own the fan fiction, not the characters! Well I'm sorry for all the useless talking and I'm sorry if I don't keep them in character! Also gonna rate it M just to be safe _
Germany's POV
"Ok that's going to be necessary, that to... Uhmmmm no I think I'm going to let that here and that..."
I smiled at the picture. It was Italy and I. I wasn't smiling (like it's changing something) but he had the most beautiful smile ever and I had to take the picture with me. To give me some kind of "it's going to be ok" feeling I guess?
"Doitsu!"
"Mein Gott! Don't scare me like that Italy!"
He warped his arms around my neck, like he always do and I put the picture in my breast pocket just in time so he doesn't see it.
"Ve what are you doing Doitsu?"
I was preparing my things for the war and... Mein Gott why is he looking at me that way? With those beautiful eyes of his and that little cute curl in his hairs and... What the hell! Nein, nein, nein und nein!Germany you have to think straight! Nein I-want-to-kiss-him-or-embrace-him things verdamn! But...I...well I have to admit it, I like his good night kisses or his everyday hugs. I'm going to miss it a lot during the war. That and his smile (that's partly why I took the picture with me) who melt my heart every time I see it...and to answer his question, well... I couldn't say I was going away for an indefinite amount of time, could I? I wasn't even sure I could make it back unhurt or...well even alive (I don't want to think about things like that right now, have to stay positive!) so I really couldn't worry him for too long or give him hope for nothing. I mean if I say it to him now, would he cry? Yeah, surely and I don't wanna see him cry the last day I'll probably see him. But, if I don't come back, will he cry more than if I say it now because we'll have said our goodbyes? Is it better to say goodbye or never say it and act like nothing was going to happen? Man, I'm confusing myself more than I should. I have to take it cool so he's gonna be ok with it.
"Veeeeeee? Germany? Are you listening? Are you all right? What are you doing? Ve Do you need food? I can make delicious pasta for you! Yeah pasta!"
I smiled at that. Nein, I can't tell him I wasn't sure to come back this time. I don't wanna see him loose his precious smiles. I love them to much and they give me strength in some strange way even I don't understand. Nein, not just his smile but all of his being is giving me strength.
"Doitsu?"
"Yeah I'm listening, I'm all right to Italy and I'm just preparing for...for a..."
Verdamn, I was preparing for what? I can't say for the war even if I know he already know it, his not that dump.
"Ve...? For what Germany?"
"For a...for a trip with a lot of...fun? Yeah I'm going on a trip and it's going to be fun!"
What's that idea? Seriously, he's not stupid like the other countries think. He'll never believe me and he's going to cry or he'll ask if he can go with me, since it's a "trip with fun and all" and cry when I say nein. He'll then beg for me to accept and that little "cute and innocent" (more like manipulative and cute) Italy know how much it's impossible for me to refuse him somethings when he do that. Or even refuse him something at all.
"Ve... That's alright! Be safe ok? And have fun to! But don't leave me alone for to long Doitsu or you'll never eat delicious pasta again! Ok? Just be sure to come back unhurt alright?"
What the hell with that answer? And that face! I've never saw him like that. He had a sad smile and a single tear was running down his cheek. Verdamn, I knew he'll understand it... and I hate the face he is making right now! I smiled my greatest smile to reassure him that I'll be alright and hugged him.
"Of course I'll be safe! For who do you take me Italy? And...don't smile like that ok? Could you do me some pasta before I go? I'm really hungry!"
His smile brightens and he screamed "PASTA! Doitsu wanna have pasta!"
I smiled at how easy it his to change his mind, even just for a little bit. Italy runs to the kitchen to make the pasta and I sat on my bed to think about what I'll need or about what I could be forgetting for the "trip" that could be my last.
END of Germany's POV
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