Watching
Akise
Since he was a little boy I would watch him. Watch him fall and be clumsy. Watch him get nervous and stutter. Watch him ruffle his hair to side like he always does. Watch my Yuki grow and have girls swoon over him. Watch as his he matured and realized his attraction to them. I want to be a girl. Well not really, but they sure do have it easy. They can hold Yukiterus hand and cling on to him without being judged. If I did that it would humiliate him and I could never humiliate my beloved. Make it worse that bitch Yuno has suddenly become part of the picture and she has been around longer than the rest. How long does she plan to stay? Is Yukiteru actually serious about her? How could he do this? Flaunt that girl in front of me like a trophy when I love him. Well it's not like he would ever know that I love him. All these years I have never once spoken to him. Only watched from a distance admiring him in all his beauty. I'm too shy but I can't let people know that. Everyone at school is scared of me because that's how I want them to be. I can't let them know how weak I am. How weak I am for Yukiteru. How hopeless I am when it comes to him. Yukiteru is my...
Yukiteru
School just finished and Yuno fell asleep with her head on my lap again. Her and I always go by the big oak tree by the soccer field near school. Students normally come here to relax, study at the tables or play sports. It's such a relaxing atmosphere. Well it used to be. Recently I fee like I am being watched, well I know i'm being watched. I knew he was watching me again but I glanced up in a way he wouldn't notice allowing my hair to slightly cover my eyes. It was Aru Akise, the bad boy of the school. I couldn't tell Yuno that this guy was watching me because she tends to get a little crazy when it concerns me. He was on the other side of the fence leaning against a post and his red eyes watched me so closely it made me feel uncomfortable. I heard rumors that he only does this to people he is going to beat up or embarrass. But what could I have done to deserve his hate? I've never even spoken to the guy and we have been in the same classes since grade school. I felt sweat sliding down my back. Oh shit i'm getting to scared. I better look away before he notices. Yuno shifted and I looked down at her smiling and placed my hand on her head. She sure is beautiful.
Akise
There he is, his usual place after school with that witches head in his lap. He looks so fucking cute. My cheeks are starting to burn. Uggh crap. Get a hold of yourself man! I seriously feel like a girl! I am so creepy. Everyday after school I come here just so I can watch him like I always do and it really is so pathetic. Why do I do this even though I know I don't have a chance? I wonder if he has noticed that I come here to watch him. I hope not because then he will start to think i'm creepy and go even farther away from me than he already is. If that were to happen what would I do with myself? Oh wait he is moving his hand! I shifted up my body to get a better view but only see him touch that bitches long hair. There he is smiling at her, smiling at her instead of me. Touching that bitches hair instead of mine. Why does my heart break? Why does he have my heart even though he never agreed to take it? But is it sad to say that no matter how many times he drops it and cracks it, no matter how many times he forgets about it or ignores it I will always want him to keep it in his possession.