Wonder
I wonder why we started talking.
Why you kept asking me to make you shut up.
What you wanted me to do.
The reason why we always make eye contact.
After everything that happened to me, I'm still drawn to you.
Also I want to know why you stare at me in gym.
I just wonder, so many things about you.
Rain
"I was thinking about her,
Thinking about me
Thinking about us, us
What we gonna be
Open my eyes, yeah
It was only Just a Dream,"
Tears are like the rain falling down from the clouds.
The clouds are my eyes, hiding the sun from shining.
I can lay on my roof and cry, while the rain falls down onto my skin.
Only to think of him.
The way he would make me smile.
The butterflies he gave me.
Then she came along and took his eyes away from me.
She had him under her spell.
Now he left me, heartbroken.
In the rain, singing this song.
The rain is like my heart;
falling down
Heartbreak
Blink your eyes, while I close mine.
You smile with her while I will cry.
Every time I see you two looking at each other.
My heart will drop into my stomach and shatter.
The sharp pieces will stab my stomach making my eyes water.
When the bell rings, I'll be the first out.
Locked in the bathroom crying my eyes out.
Thanks for the heartbreak, but I didn't want it.
Miss You
"The stars lean down to kiss you,
I'll lie awake and miss you,
Poor me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
But drenched in Vanilla Twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night.
Waist deep in thought
Because when I think of you
I don't feel so alone. (3x)"
As I stare up at the stars.
I wipe away my tears.
My clock struck midnight.
I sigh and strode towards my bed.
I fell fall asleep with you on my mind.
Wishing I could see you one more time.
While the Sunsets
As we sit here, watching the sun set.
Our hearts will grow old.
Our hearts will break.
You will leave me.
Sitting there alone, in the darkening light.
Time will speak countless minutes I use.
Crying over the Sunsets.
As I turn to the back to the left.
I will see you with her, in my mind.
She will make you angry.
You will make her angry.
Then the argument ends with a perfect kiss.
That we never had.
You never dated me.
Yet, it felt like we were...mentally.
But yet, during that perfect kiss you might think of me.
That is a guess...not close enough to the truth.
While the Sunsets, she will break your heart.
Then when the sunlight is gone.
You will realize that I was the better one for you.
I was the one from the start, who loved you for that.
But when you come back.
I'll still be waiting there.
Wishing my love for you would of disappeared.
While the Sunset.
Darkness
Lights out, closed up.
In a room, filled with dark.
Help me, s.o.s.
Yes I'm lost in the Darkness.
Can anyone hear my cries?
Yet I'm alone in the darkness.
Why am I down in this room?
Unloved, hated, ugly, devastated.
Where is the light?
Where is the hope?
Does no one care?
I'm locked up, in the darkness.
Assume
People think I'm wrong and she is right.
While those people are wrong.
Did they know about the pain I felt when she was with him?
Did they know about the pain I feel at home?
I bet they didn't know about the lies she told me.
That stood me up, and smashed me down.
I said I was alright, so she assumed it was true.
I'm pretty sure that if she made me so close to killing myself, that I'm the victim, not her.
Everyone thinks she is so sweet.
Faking her own looks to get who she wants, when she wants them.
Well that isn't life.
Next time she tries one of her evil acts.
I won't watch.
I'll fight.