Love Song Gone Wrong- By SamiAustenRowlingSparks

Head under water,

Your own immaturity was obsured.

And they tell me to breathe easy for a while.

What was, four years before you even looked at me?

The breathing gets harder, even I know that.

Then two years later when you decided that you finally had feelings for me, you go to Lavender Brown.

You made room for me but it's too soon to see,

Yep, that was you biggest mistake to date, except Viktor, but lets not go there, please. I was still just your best friend, even if you fell for me.

If I'm happy in your hands.

Did I mention that you were blind as hell? When you were with Lavender, I flinged with McClaggen. You couldn't even see through that. Along with Viktor. You failed to notice that I always came back to you. Merlin, I really feel bad for what Harry went through with us.

I'm unusually hard to hold on to.

Stupidity was your forte, I had dates. I was picky. Viktor wanted more, so did Cormac. They never had me, you did.

Blank stares at blank pages.

No easy way to say this.

You mean well, but you make this hard on me.

Yep, stupid, immature. I loved you but I hated what you put me through. I feel honored that I made it through sixth year with how often I wanted to run up to my dormitory and cry. But I couldn't, because Lav-Lav was there to laugh.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,

'Cause you asked for it,

'Cause you need one, you see.

I wasn't going to beg for you to open you eyes. I wasn't going to tell you how I felt either, remember, I am the smart one. You didn't deserve anything with what I went through. Yet you had it all.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,

'Cause you tell me it's,

Make or breaking this.

If you're on your way,

Then in the middle of our horcux hunt with Harry you get flared up. I wanted to stay, because we promised our best friend we would. You pull out the jealous card AGAIN. Harry and I were as platonic as you and Ginny. A stupid, jealous, selfish, idiot. I begged this time, you still left. I hated you.

I'm not gonna write you to stay.

If all you have is leaving,

I'm gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.

Today.

I learned the hard way,

That they all say things you want to hear.

Image was what mattered to everyone after the war. Famous Granger. Do anything to have me. I wasn't a human, I was an idol. I now sympathize with Harry.

My heavy heart sinks deep down under you,

And your twisted words, your help just hurts.

You are not what I thought you were.

Hello to high and dry.

You still didn't trust me. If you didn't trust me then why should I had trusted you. We still fought. I was a slut, desperate you said. Idiot. I was desperate, for you too admit that you loved me. I needed love, and got it from people would give it to me because of my name.

Convinced me to please you.

Made me think that I need this too.

I'm trying to let you hear me as I am.

I eventually made myself worthy of you. Dumbed down. Stopped being me. I wasn't happy, but I was glad to have your love. I couldn't last forever though.

Promise me you'll leave the light on,

I was foolish to think that you loved me. Not some girl you had known forever could use for your own means by playing her heart.

To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone.

I had to get out. I was dying. I tossed away everything for you, now I had to regain it.

'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say,

I won't write you a love song,

'Cause you asked for it,

'Cause you need one you see.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,

'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.

What did we have anymore? You were a dementor from the beginning, I just didn't know it.

Is that why you wanted a love song,

'Cause you asked for it,

'Cause you need one you see.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,

I hate you. You were always selfish. You used me.

'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.

If you're on your way,

I'm not gonna write you to stay.

If your heart is nowhere in it,

I don't want it for a minute.

I don't care what you think anymore. You have hurt me for the last time. Go please.

Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to,

Write you a love song today.

Authors Note- Sorry Ron and Hermione shippers. This piece had a life of it's own. It was going to be sweet about true love, and then I read the lyrics to the song. It was actually supposed to be a Lily and James. Sweet. Overall it's about Hermione's progression through loving Ron. I like Ron, but he is a flat character, so it is easy to change him. Anyway, if you are still reading this, be alert about domestic violence in your community. Ultimately that is what Hermione is a victim of in this piece, verbal abuse. If you want more info on DV, write a review and I'll post info on it if you ask.

Another Authors Note- This is my first actual piece that I finished, I will take reviews, and flames. Please.

Another Authors Note ( Again )- The song is Sara Bareilles' "Love Song". Here is the link to her myspace page to listen to her music-