disclaimer: the Twilight characters are not mine..I'm just borrowing them for awhile and I want to change the story line a little bit.

summary:Bella is a newborn and she's changing others to be newborns too. She hasn't met the Cullen's yet. Charlie is still her father and Renee is married to Phil.

Bella asked questions, when she did meet other Nomads-which wasn't often. She often heard about the Cullen's, she wanted to go North, she knew Forks was her birth home too, and that the

Cullen's had a home in that area too..she just couldn't get there. Every time she tried to get closer to the same county of Forks and the Cullen's, she would get a headache, which made it so

she would go east and then go south again.

Bella.. still didn't know a lot about herself even when she was human, so, she noticed she would get headaches just listening to the name La Push, WA. She ran again to the forest world and

she forgot about her wants and needs. The headaches would stop when she got closer to Oregon. She never thought at that time, to go north, swimming in the ocean, and then come on land,

and go south to Forks. The headaches distracted her....but in reality..it was still more, that she just wasn't getting her thirst really quenched. She hated the idea of destroying whole heards.

She had always loved seeing elk and deer grazing on the lands she past-as a human. She had put limits on herself, on how many souls she would destroy...per day or week. She also didn't

know that in time her thirst wouldn't be so bothersome...that most of her frustrations was because she was still a new born. She went so far in the forest, that for awhile she just gave in to her

little monster's cravings. When she first became a newborn, she promised herself she would never forget being human. She decided one way was to ask herself 20 questions about herlife. She

remembered as a human she had great recall. But being on her own, quenching her thirst, and hiding from her Creator and her Coven..she let her little monster have control.

Her eyes were changing to a pretty burnt sienna color..she was almost to the end of her new born status.

Then one night,she found herself in front of a large parking lot. She walked out onto the lot to see the lights better in the distance. There were a couple of large billboards ahead of her. She

stopped in her tracks...for the first time her old-human-self tried to resurface and her little monster was fighting for the old ways...which really hadn't been very long to be in at

the billboards made her brain think and fight for something she craved . She was so surprised she was feeling excited,.and yet wondering about her little monster's fight to be front and center?

Why she asked her little monster.. couldn't it be her turn for awhile?..Her little monster grumbled, consented, and to Bella it seemed like it fell asleep for awhile..

Bella hadn't really known she was stronger then she thought, there had been no reason..no cause..no challenge, no shock and awe either....for her-life was of survival and hiding..but now that

she got her brain to think differently ..she smiled... she was in control. She even giggled. She looked around to the music of her giggle and was very she had been turned, she

couldn't remember making the giggle sound.

Her feeings of the billboards made her think of her other civilized world. The world of fun. Her old memories were rushing back and they were wonderful to her! She giggled again and was

delighted with her own sounds of happiness. She jumped up and down, and swirled her body, like she had always wanted to do as a human. She caught herself with a thought,and stopped,

like a statue, as she looked down at herself. She took in her appearance..ugh...she thought, and Yes, she would have to do some changes now. She wanted to look good. She had a reason to l

ive now.

With her mind, problem solving again, she found a gas station, and it was closed for the night. She twisted the door knob and unlocked the door...The owner the next day would wonder how on

Earth the lock came undone like that. Bella left the door open and walked up to the mirror near a faucet. She observed herself for quite awhile. She turned on the faucet gently and started

cleaning herself. She took her her clothes off, washed the smell off of them, and washed her hair as best she could with the soap on the sink. While her clothes dried by a heater. She searched

to see what she could use in the station. She went back to look at herself, in the mirror, and thought she had to think of a way to get money and have her fun.

Bella even found a few rodents to snack on in the station, there would be no more rodents ever in that building again..for her scent would linger, and the future rodents would smell their

species fear-left behind.. when killed, and would leave in a hurry. In fact the whole neighborhood would never have a rodent problem again for Bella cleaned them out, as the weather had been

nicer, then she had expected.

While, Bella stayed at the gas station until the owners came to open up the next day, she watched tv, and got caught up on all the latest shows and future events. She now made plans to see

a play, a concert, and go to some movie premieres. She was in control! She did some cleaning or organizing for the station..and took a little bit of money for her troubles.

Bella, traveled at night, to get to the city, which had the theatre she picked out. She had to wait for the shadows to come where she was at, she got to know the city pretty good. No one

noticed her. Luckily she was short, her clothes color blended into the shadows. She found prey to satisfy her: mainly the feral cats and rodents. To her they were like bad medicine, and they

kept her alive. When she could, she walked around the theater, she observed the secuirty guards and their routines. They never walked to one small side of the building, there was dense

pokey brush there, no human would ever try to go there... and she did. She found a broken window that she thought she could fit thru. She glanced around, she knew no one would be there-

but still, she looked around, before she got rid of the sharp edges. She climbed down into the room, so she didn't tear her clothes, and heard many voices above her being emotional. Their

scent was just beginining to enter her nose, and her hearing got better as she found the right pathway, that would lead her quickly to them.

But, before she got to them, she found the theater's wardrobe room, and found clothes to change into. She found a brush and brushed her hair so she looked more presentable. She didn't

want them, to feel fear from her-with the clothes she had been wearing.

Bella was rather shocked by her curiousity getting the best of her. She wanted to be sure she was in control, but the voices she recognised, were like a dream come true. She never dreamed

she would be drawn to so many in one place. All there voices were enchanting to her, as she remembered what she watched on tv. The same cool voices were so close...she was actually going

to meet them. She smiled happily to herself. She looked in the mirror and smiled again. Her eyes seemed to be alive too,. her smile was better then she remembered it to be..as a human-she

still wasn't use to seeing herself..and the mirror seemed to make her look better then other mirrors she had looked into. She smiled again to get over her nervousness..and then walked

towards the women.

She found the door slightly open. She could not understand why all these women were together. They sounded, like they had all done something, to offend each other, like they were

competing, or trying to give the impression they were better off, then the others in the room.

Bella recognised them all, her body wanted to go foreward-while her mind wanted to observe. She stood close to the doorway, all of the ones she thought were just great people in their fields

were there if she just took that one step foreward.

Why would Annette, Cher, Elizabeth, and Kim..and all the others be in the same room together?

All's she knew when she saw them is she wanted their autographs...her throat felt dry with excitement..not for thirst. She slightly coughed, to get the dryness out of her throat, and then she

realized that got their attention.

The women all heard a beautiful cough, none of them had ever known anyone to cough so beautifully. They all turned their heads to see her. If Bella could blush this would have been the time

to do it. She noticed all of them were dazzled by her, and they all seemed to become statues(?), to Bella as they heard her giggle. She also hadn't realized that they couldn't move. She walked

up to them...their eyes followed her, but they didn't move at all. She didn't know about the different reactions that humans could go into.

Bella looked at them, and realized how lonely she had been all this time...and she got this crazy idea,

That she would help them.

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This is when Alice started having visions of Bella. Edward saw her visions too. They both wondered, who this Vampire was, and why was she making a whole bunch of newborns?

Not once.. did they see the Volturi....yet..but Alice kept getting the strangest visions...she still couldn't place where the changes would happen. Alice wanted to help this newborn...

Edward wanted to meet this newborn and protect her. Once Alice knew that part she giggled and new that Bella would be very special.

Please review, hope this is a good start and good to continue?

caww