To Love Two

Summary: Sequal to Don't Tell Me That You're Sorry shounen-ai After breaking up, they want to take back what is right fully theirs.

Warnings: Shounen-ai (yaoi), BryTal, KaiTal, BrySpence, lemon. DON'T LIKE YAOI OR LEMON THEN DONT READ!

Disclaimer: I do not own Beyblade

Author's Note: I re did the first chapter (I took the song out because 3 of my stories "Don't Tell Me That You're Sorry", "An Endless Search" and "Confusion" have all been deleted within the past week by the site administrators. And I do not want to risk another one of my fics to get deleted again.

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Chapter 1

Tala walked down the stairs, depressed. He asumed that Bryan still loved him but no... His words

Tala walked down the stairs, depressed. He asumed that Bryan still loved him but no... His words were once true but now a lie... Empty words. He was walking with out looking where he was going. His eyes were empty, heart shattered. Though he still had Kai, he would never have Bryan ever again. The teen who would make him laugh, who would make him feel better whenever he felt down. Bryan was different from everyone else. He was his own person. Yet Kai on the other hand, was similiar but could never replace Bryan.

As he was walking, he accidentally tripped on the last step and fell face first onto the floor. He landed with a thump. But when he was on the floor, memories of Bryan and him flashed through his mind. All the happy times, the sad times, and the angry times.

He remembered them quite well. His whole past was with Bryan but now he had Kai; a person of few words.

Kai, I love you. Your my koi and forever wil be but Bryan... He's different. He has a heart of an angel and wings that can fly. He can make me smile whenever I'm feeling down. His touch is so soothing, just like his whispers in my ears. I can ever get over him...

I really want to get over him, but that seems impossible to me. That's why I need you Kai. Even though I say I don't, I do. I need you to erase all of Bryan. He's just soo... soo kind and everywhere. I can't get my mind off him.

Help me Kai. Erase him from me. That's all I need to continue my life here.

Or else...

Or else...

Suicide.

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- 3.5 months later -

(again wit the lemon -shakes head-)

The room was an oven. Hot air filled the room as two boys did each other. Both panting and sweating though wanting more. He wanted to forget all of it. Over the past 3.5 months, he tried to forget it all... His scent, his voice, his touch, everything. But being with the pheonix had made it worse. Instead of forgeting the falcon as he slept, showered, etc. with the pheonix, he imagined the young one as Bryan.

The young one planted soft kisses on the elder's chest. The red-threw his head back as the young one pressed his harded flesh against his own. He wanted more. He grasped the bluenette's hair as he did what he did. The younger teen let out a groan as his koi held onto his hair. Yes Tal held onto his hair many times but he didn't like it when he held it hard, almost pulling out of the roots!

"Oh god Kai!" He screamed with pleasure and bliss. He grasped harder.

Kai. When you do this to me, you remind me so much of Bryan. I still love him, after all those years. But I too love you. I just can't make up my mind. I want both of you...

The pheonix moved up, so that he was staring right in the face of bliss. Once eyes met, there was silence. They only could think of each other. All their problems, fears, everything was gone.. but Bryan, he was still in Tala's head.

Tala, I love you so much...

At first the wolf smiled, faintly, trying to hide his thoughts of Bryan. The pheonix let out a small laugh then smiled in return. He knew well enough that he was thinking about that pathetic falcon again.

"Tala you don't have to hide it. I know Bryan is still somewhere inside that head of yours." Kai said. Tala's smile went away. He sighed. "I can't help it... I want to erase him so badly! But I..." Kai smiled to his words. "I know you want Bryan out of your head. You don't have to say that over and over again." Tala pouted (a/n: anata wa HONTO kawaii! oooo! Tala poutin!). Kai arched an eye brow once the red-head pouted.

"Anata wa honto kawaii, Tala." Replied the young one. Once those words entered Tala's ears, his eyes narrowed. He then leaned in and bit the bluenette's ear on purpose. He caused the younger teen to fall back. "Oww what did you do that for?" Questioned the pheonix rubbing his left ear. The elder crossed his arms on his chest. "Don't you EVER say that ever again!"

The bluenette looked dull at first. "Excuse me? I just said you are really cute. What's wrong with that?" Tala made a face. "Oh you did? I thought you said I was stupid or something..."

Kai rolled his eyes. "Learn some Jap, then bite my ears ok!" He said slapping the teen on the face lightly. Tala laughed. "Ok then." The elder sighed then flopped onto Kai's lap. Kai smirked and began to play around with his koi's hair. Twirling the red locks around his index finger then letting it go. Again with the silence.

"Kai..."

"Yeah?"

"If I die, will you suicide just to be with me again?"

At first, the young one looked surprised. Then he closed his eyes and smiled. "Yeah of course I will. I love you Tala and nothing, not even Bryan can take you away from me... Nothing." After saying that, he brushed his lips against his koi's. The red-head was surprised at first but then he closed his eyes slowly, letting Kai continue. The young teen pushed his koi down so that he was laid flat on the bed once again. Looks like this was going to be a long night...

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Spencer, I love you with all my heart. Do not let me go... Don't ever let me go...

Two lovers laid side by side, eyes shut with bliss running through them. Spencer was now in Bryan's apartment, in Tala's place. It was still night and the stars were still shining through out the dark sky. Though it was dark, the small dots in the sky make the darkness light.

Since Tala's disappearance (a/n: not DISAPPEAR POOF! as in goneness... hes wit kai now!) Bryan's happy with Spencer. No fights, well maybe except who gets the shower but other than that, they were fine. But deep down in Bryan's heart, he still missed Tala... just like Tala missed Kai.

Oh shit man. Why do I still miss Tala? We are done but why do I still have feelings for him? ... I.. I'm with Spencer now and that's that! I can't think of... sigh I...I don't want to leave Spencer... I... I can't.

I can't be with Tala again. Too many fighting and... ugh. Spencer is better for me. Hontou-ni gomennasai. I... I can't decide. I want Spencer and Tala but I guess I can only have one... If I have two then it gets chaotic. Oh well, at least Spence doesn't put up fights.

Tala is soo difficult to be around sometimes. Yes he may seem kawaii but when you get to know him, he may a bit pushy... And still be nice...

A tear crawled down the falcon's face. Silently. He did miss the wolf. And the wolf missed him. But they also loved their other kois. The couldn't make up their minds. One or antoher, that was their only choice.

A cold wind blew through the window, awakening the blode. "Bryan?" He asked sitting up. The falcon didn't move at first. Spencer sighed. He placed a hand on Bryan's shoulder and shook him. "Bryan! Bryan are you awake?" Suddenly the falcon turned to face the boy. The blonde gasped once he saw Bryan's face.

Bryan's eyes were red and tears were bursting out of his orbs. The blonde's surprised face turned into a smile. He then held Bryan in a thight embrace. Arms wrapped around his neck. Thw younger teens mouth to the elder's ear.

"Don't worry Bry. It will be ok." He whipered so ever kindly. He tried to make it sound like everything is going it be alright. Truth is everything isn't going to be ok...

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Tala and Kai laid side by side, eyes shut. Again the air was hot. Silently, the pheonix awakened. He sat up and smiled, looking at the wolf.

Tala, man you make me smile all the... The young one looked at his shut and and gasped. Tears were coming out of them. The young one brushed the hair out of his koi's eyes. Yup, he was crying all right... Suddenly, a word escaped the crying teen.

"Bryan..."

After saying that, the pheonix's eyes narrowed. Bryan... He hated that name. When ever that name was said, he always felt angry. That wolf still had feelings for him.

"Soon Tala, all that is left in your mind is me... and ONLY me. And that pathetic falcon will be gone..."

Jealousy.