Author's note: OMG SHE LIVES! :O I have a HiDeiTachi fic in the works, peeps! It's just that I've been bombarded with so much work at school lately and I haven't had much inspiration to write TT.TT Damn college .
Okay, anyway this short ficlet was inspired by the fact that I roleplay Hidan on the 3D chat IMVU. When I went to bed one night for some reason, I kept thinking about how Hidan would react if he was recovered from the pit and found out that Kakuzu was dead. This is going along with the fact that in my mind, Hidan really loved Kakuzu. So for whatever reason, I started to cry and act like how Hidan does here. The feelings were so strong and painful...seriously. My chest tightened and I cried myself to sleep in Hidan's mindset. It was really creepy but I felt I should write this story down anyway. It's short and sad and depressing. I hope you like it anyway.
Disclaimer: I only own the dream from which this fic spawned. Reviews would be love :3
When Hidan was recovered from the pit, he expected Kakuzu to be there waiting for him. Not Tobi. He expected Kakuzu to stitch him back together. Not Konan. When he asked where Kakuzu was, he regretted it instantly. The leader answered with a curt, "He was killed."
Hidan didn't know how to react. He felt an emptiness in his chest; like a part of him had actually died. After going back to their shared room, he curled up on Kakuzu's bed and clung to one of his cheapass stitched pillows. He felt wetness in his eyes but ignored it. All he could register was that Kakuzu was dead.
That fucking liar, he thought while holding the pillow tightly. He said we'd live together…forever.
A tear fell onto the pillow. Followed by another and another. Hidan had never cried before. The tears stung his eyes but he didn't care. His chest hurt…it fucking hurt like hell. He tightened. His breathing became raspy and he struggled to keep his sobs at bay. He wanted Kakuzu back. He wanted that money whore alive again. He wanted to tell him…so many things. He wanted to hold onto him and make him swear that they'd always be together. He tried to take a deep breath and ended up letting out a loud sob. He covered his mouth, not wanting anyone else to hear his grief. The tears continued to fall against his will.
"Kakuzu…" he whimpered, holding the stitched pillow closer. "…I need you…you asshole…" The tears didn't stop. His immortal heart was broken and it would stay that way for all eternity.