So... Hey guys. This is a new story because I felt cruddy and felt I should write something... (I have crush, crush would never like me, blah, blah, blah.) I actually was gonna give up writing. I had three different stories that were all halfway finished and no motivation to finish them... So... WELL now I guess we will start with the story...

Disclaimer: Craig McCraken owns Powerpuff Girls, not I.

Why didn't I do anything? Why did I let him walk away? Why am I so weak?

I could've of been happy, but now I ruined everything.

Why did he have to enter my life? Why couldn't he have never been born? Life would've been so simple then.

I know that's a horrible thing to think... but can you blame me? You don't have to get mad at me. You don't have to blame me...

I already blame myself. It's my fault I am like this. I close myself off from everyone. I distance myself from them.

You want to know why I do it? Because I couldn't take it if they left or got hurt. I'm not strong enough to go through that pain... and I could never protect them. I really wish I could, but...

I know all you want for me is to be happy. After all I've been through though, I don't think it's possible. Not after Professor's death... Not after how many times we've ruined and destroyed people's lives with our carelessness in battles.

What do you mean those shouldn't affect me?! Do you not realize we have wrecked so much of this town?! TEN YEARS... Ten years of chaos and destruction almost every day... For God's sake, we're almost seventeen now! You need to grow up and realize that we can't play hero and pretend we don't cause as much trouble as the villains we fight!

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I- I'm sorry... Please don't cry. I didn't mean it. I'm sorry that I'm taking all my anger out on you.

There. Better?

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My life is just a disaster... The guy I'm in love with is my sworn enemy and probably hates me now, Professor is dead because of a car accident of all things, and I just took all my anger out on my sister and made her cry. This is just great...

I don't want to go talk to him... No, I refuse.

I will not talk to him, and you cannot make me.

You... you want me to tell you what exactly happened?

Well... He came up to me yesterday... and asked about my arm... Remember? He broke it last time we fought? Yeah, it was about two weeks ago, I think. As I was saying, he asked about, and we got to talking somehow. We talked about a lot of things, such as school, our siblings... Professor... YES OK, I talked with him about how upset I was over Professor dying. I probably shouldn't have... Anyways, after a while, he kind of, sort of... asked me out...

Please stop squealing. This is one of the reasons I didn't tell you... Calm now? Ok. I'll continue then.

He asked me out, but I said... no. But what was worse is that I was so shocked that I didn't answer for a few minutes, and when I did, I started yelling and screaming at him...

"Why would I ever be with you of all people?!" "You are just as dumb and idiotic as that monkey who made you!" "You're a hopeless criminal who shouldn't even see daylight!"

I don't know why I would ever say those things. They just came pouring out of my mouth. I couldn't stop no matter how much I begged and pleaded myself! The insults just wouldn't stop.

After I had finally quit, he just stared with this look on his face... I'll never forget it. It was one of the worse things I have ever seen.

It was just a mixed look of betrayal, sadness, anger, and something else. But somehow, he still kept a straight face. He didn't tear up or say anything. He just looked at me and walked away... That's it.

I wanted to run after him, yell at him to stop, or tell him I'm sorry... I wanted to do something. Anything. But I couldn't. My legs refused to move... My mind went blank. All I could do was watch him leave... Then you found me.

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I wish I could turn back time... Stop myself from doing that... Or... I wish time would stop... Yea, that would be better. Then I wouldn't have to suffer ever. No one would exist. Not me, not you, not him.

I guess we don't always get what we wish for though.

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You still want me to talk to him? I don't know...

Stop giving me that look...

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Fine! I'll think about it. How's that?

You're okay with that? Really? I thought you'd force me to go see him... You think I'll go to him? Glad you have so much confidence in me, but I'm not brave or strong enough... Thanks for the encouragement though.

We should probably get some sleep...

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Hey Bubbles? Thanks for listening to my problems.

Ok so... Um, well... This can be a two-shot, depending on reviews... And it's Blossom/Brick if you couldn't see. Also it's very short because of reasons and stuff. I'm slowly trying to get back into writing fanfiction again... so.. yeah...

SO IF YOU WANT A SECOND PART SAY SO IN COMMENTS...Um and thanks for reading the story...