I had many questions after reading Requiem so I answered some of my questions in this story. I wondered what would happen to Hana, what happened to Tack after Raven's death, who Lena would end up choosing, and how the person she didn't choose move on. Enjoy!

Lena

I looked deep into his eyes. I knew I could never love him as much as I love the other him-Alex. I knew who I would have a along, safe and happy relationship with. But you have to be unhappy sometimes to be happy, Hana once told me. But I still love him. It would break his heart probably more than it would break mine. We had just arrived at the camp we had stayed the night before. The wall had been torn down and the rebellion had demolished the city. Chaos was everywhere. I had looked for Raven or Tack to calm everyone down and start rebuilding and organizing Portland. That was before I realized Raven was dead and Tack was nowhere to be found. The snap of a twig shook me back into reality. I took a deep breath and opened my mouth to speak.

"Julian, I love you-" I start to say but my lips are stopped with a kiss. I pull away quickly but before I can continue with my speech Julian starts blabbering.

"Really? I've loved you such a long time now. I knew that-that Alex" He pauses and makes a noise of disgust. "Alex made it hard for you to realize you love me. I thought that you would just tell me in private but he somehow always got in our way. I don't like-"

"Don't criticize him." I say, cutting him off. "You need to hear me out. I love you. Really I do. But Alex"-my cheeks are lifted by my wide smile-"Alex infected me. He was my sunshine when I was in that dark, dark place. I thought he was dead for awhile. I was dead, really. But I found a new world, the Wilds. I lived there for awhile and then i met you in a Scavengers prison cell. When we escaped back into the Wilds, everything was in peace yet daring and waiting for something to happen. And it did. When I found out he was alive I was so happy. He was so mad at me when he saw us kissing and that broke me. He didn't talk to me for days and then Coral came and they-they got together. That broke me even more. I know now that he has always loved me. We will have fights but that happens with everyone. I never stopped loving him and I never will. I love you to but-but this needs to end."

Tears start rolling down both of our cheeks and I know he will never forgive me. But this is me. This is what I've chosen. To be with Alex. To hurt him.

"Okay." He says, his voice cracking. "Okay. Goodbye." He repeats and walks away with a droop in his step. I stare at his back while he walks away. My face is soaking with tears and my heart feels like a hole has been ripped in it.

Someone taps me on the shoulder and I whirl around, halfway on alert. Alex. I step-no fall- forward into his arms. He envelopes me in a hug while I sob into his shirt. I hurt so many people. I hurt Alex when he saw Julian and I kissing. I hurt Julian just now when I broke his heart. I hurt Hana by leaving her in Zombieland and leaving her in the mansion she lives in. I hurt Grace by abandoning her. I came back though. After a few more minutes of tearful sobs, I look up into Alex's eyes.

"Do you know what happened? What I did?" I say between tears.

"I have a pretty good guess." He replies. "Did you break it off with him?" His eyes are full of curiosity and wonder.

"Yes." I have to stop crying. I have to be done crying for him. I have to be strong. "And his name is Julian." I say, tears already drying from my face.

"I see. " Alex states and his eyes wonder behind me. He pauses, then says, "Is that your best friend Hana?"

I turn around and see Hana wearing a dirty and tattered wedding dress looking like-like she hadn't ever seen the sun and is now seeing it for the first time. She was walking around, with no apparent destination. The slap of her shoes on the cracked cement road snaps me out of my trance.

"Hana!" I say, realization hitting me in the face. "Hana! I'm glad you made it out here. Did Fred die?"

"Yes." She replies with no obvious grief in her voice. She starts to walk towards us.

"You remember Alex, I hope." I wonder out loud.

"Yes, I do. We had so much fun last summer at 37 Brooks, us three." Hana remembers.

"I didn't know you would remember that! That's great! Did the cure not work very well?" I burst out in surprise. The curiousity blooming in my head. How could I not remember my best friend got cured? I didn't even ask her about earlier when she questioned me. Maybe she will be like my mother, who the cure never seems to work on.

"Nope. I still have dreams and I didn't really notice anything different or forget anything. Their wasn't really any big changes. Everything just seemed dull or things seemed muffled, like they were hiding something." She says, seeming honest and stuck in a memory.

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