AN: this is my first MBAV fanfic!
Imagine being pulled into a world that you thought was only a fairy tale, that dusker's everywhere dreamed was there life, now imagine your best friend already knowing about it and trying to stop it from happening to you as well. I should have been thanking her for her efforts, but all i did was tell her how i was better and this life was better. I should have told her how sorry I was for not listening to her, but all I did was tell her how wrong she had been. I should have ditched her ex boyfriend, but instead i rubbed it in trying to make her jealous of me. I should have stood near her when things got thick, but instead I stood against her.
When Jesse died, her and I became friends again, but did I thank her for trying? No, did I apologize? no. I did nothing of the sort, I tried to get her to become full vamp and be my best friend forever, I tried to constantly put her down for being a fledgling. I was snarky and rude, I sometimes threatened her new friends, and others around her. I became like a wild animal, unable to tame, and causing fear all around me. She doesn't know this is my defense mechanism, she believes I've changed and love my new life. I should have asked for help, but I didn't. I wallowed in my own insecurity not wanting her to see her best friend for forever ready to break.
AN: What did you think?