I understand that this is under M, but don't worry the next few chapters will heat things up. I hope.

Byakuya X Renji

Not Appropriate

I understand that it's not appropriate.

As your superior, I should know better. I should have stopped before it was too late. I should have prevented this from happening. I should have caught myself before I fell.

But now…

Now that I have fallen so deep that I cannot stand on my own again; will you be there to help me get up?

I understand that it's not appropriate.

But will you accept this?

Will you accept me?

…...

He sleeps so peacefully, without a care in the world. Every now and then he would move into a new position. I could hear him sigh softly as he did.

And I,

I was lying right next to him.

Finding it hard to sleep as I hear his sighs and smell his scent.

That masculine scent that would send shivers down my spine.

I could smell it before but it repulsed me. I thought of it as the scent of Rukongai; something that cannot be hidden or washed away by expensive oils and perfumes.

Now I realize that it wasn't a common scent. It was his special scent.

I wonder when I started to crave for it.

His sighs were soft, but I knew just how loud he could be.

I used to hate that loud mouth, brash words escaping out of those full, red lips.

I wonder when I started to want a taste.

He's right beside me yet I cannot touch him.

When did I start to be wary of him?

…...

I sat up as quietly as I could.

I looked at this magnificent being on front of me.

His skin, illuminated by the moon.

His hair, fiery like flames.

His lips, full and juicy like a ripened fruit.

I was dying to take a bite.

…...

I couldn't help myself.

I leaned forward, close enough to feel his breath on my skin.

I prayed.

I prayed with all my might that the gods be in my favor.

Grant me this one wish.

Grant me this one kiss.

…...

Please don't wake up.


A/N: I know that this chapter is short but i still hope you like it.

I will continue this story depending on your opinion, so please review.