I don't even know why I thought of this, though it was partially inspired by the lines at the beginning. They've been playing though my head all day. This is completely random, and was written without any specific characters in mind, so I just picked the pairing at random as well.

Anyway, I obviously don't own Naruto, because if I did, most of the characters would be doing obscene things to each other. And me.

By Definition, I'm a Nihilist

I'll love you more with every breath/I truly, madly, deeply do

I don't know how to explain this to people. I don't know the words to say to put this feeling into something those not experiencing can understand. But I'll try.

I didn't believe in love. I'm not even sure I do now. Maybe this isn't love at all. Maybe it's something bigger or smaller or different than love. But I don't know what else to call it. Maybe there's not even a word for it. All I know is that he's more necessary than air. What I'm saying, is that I didn't mean to fall in love with him. I didn't mean to memorize the curves of his face and the color of his eyes at dusk. But I did. And now I can't forget. I don't even try anymore. The thing is, he forced me to rethink everything. Every thing I thought I knew before was challenged. Some of my beliefs failed. Some changed. The only certainty now is that I need him.

It's probably not healthy, this kind of necessity. This dependence. Because what happens if this breaks? It seems fragile. Fierce and raging and vital, yes, but fragile too. So I guess it is unhealthy. But tell me your heart doesn't race for a hurricane or a burning building. I'd rather die terrified than live forever.

I give so much credit to A Softer World dot com for the line about hurricanes. That was a massive inspiration. Also, the line about memorization was inspired by Maya's fan-fiction Dark Side of Light. She's an amazing author, and you need to read her stuff; mostly Harry/Draco centric.

I know this isn't very good, but I think it's better than a lot of what I've written, so here it is. I might write a prequel or a sequel depending on how much people like it, but don't expect much - I'm excruciatingly lazy

Reviews are love and flames make me giggle.