I never planned to fall in love again.
I though after my father's death how can I be happy.
I continued to question my morals and my feelings.
I thought it was simply admiration, and gratitude that I felt for him.
However, throughout the years I have grown.
I have, and experienced things that the palace walls had kept me away from.
Although, what happened inside those very walls is what drove me to the outside.
The outside a tragic, but beautiful place.
…..
I stare up in the tent that share with Yoon. Yoon, who had fallen asleep hours ago. How I wished I could go to sleep. That's it I'm going for a wake.
As I get out the tent a cold breeze passes. Warning me that I would not enjoy my time out. However, I place my hood over my head and walk through the forest.
My restless thoughts continue to spiral inside my head.
…...
What am I doing?
How can I be happy when he's dead?
How can I love another man when I was heartbroken?
When did he become…
I hear a russel.
"Who's there?"
I clutch to my dagger.
How long have I've been walking for? Who's following me?
Silence. That's all I hear. I think to myself it must have been the wind.
I turn and continue my walk without letting go of my dagger.
I reach a river. I stop and call out to who is following me.
"Who are you?"
"What do you want?"
Still silence continues.
"Okay, keep following. I am not afraid."
"Why not?" The voice asks.
I know that voice.
I instantly recognize the person.
The person who has stolen my heart.
I instantly turn stiff. Even more afraid of him than some silly bandit.
The man with blue eyes.
The man with dark hair.
The man with a smile, that stops my heart.
"Hak, why are you following me?"
"Well, Princess you didn't leave me a choice."
"What do you mean?"
"Well you passed me without noticing?"
I had forgotten he was on night watch.
"I'm sorry, I hadn't realized…"
I notice he has sat down by the edge of the river.
He pats the space next to him. "Come on princess I don't bit."
I stare at him instantly blushing at his comment. Grateful the night sky covers my face. I do as he says and sit down as far as way as possible.
"Ouch, that hurts princess."
I look to him surprised by his comment. I realize it may have been rude, but being close to him feels terrifying.
"I'm sorry, Hak."
"It's okay Princess I understand."
To Be continued.
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