Here is my ery first story.

Okey so this isn't a fun story where the end up together, prepare for a happily never after.

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From the moment on he heard it, the world around him just became one big haze. After hours have past he goes home, not sur he can make it.

He opens the door to his appartment, the door closes behind him. His coat slips out of his hand, and he falls down on the couch. How could it come this far. She knew how to fight and protect her self he thought. He had made some big mistakes, she would never forgive him, but still he loved her.

Couldn't magen life without her. Thoughts ran through his head, I should have kissed her, called her name, run back to here and tell her that he loved her.

Now it was to late, she was dead.

Day's go by, he only seems to notice it now. All the teazing every thing she said to him, it couldn't be.

A month had passed by he sat next to McGee, they were driving throw the desert. The only thing he could think of was, if I can tell her I love her when she is alive, than my life also has no reson.

A couple hours had passed, Salim had questioned him, he was going to get something. He looked at McGee and asked.

"Hey, McSleepy are you okay",

McGee didn't have any time to answer because Salim had enterd the room again with someone. He took the bag of it's head and he looked in those eyes he thought he'd never see again.

They have to choose who lives who dies. She wants to die for him, he wonders. After every thing that had happened, he just wished that he could stand up walk to her and kiss her. Salim enterd the room again, every thing that happened in the next few minutes seemed like it was only a second.

Salim put a knife against Ziva's throat, he get's to stop him and turn his attention to him. Some words and a gun shot, Salim falls down. All around them they hear the sound of a gunfight.

McGee cut the handcuffs and walks to the door to listen. He helpt Ziva get up

"can you walk" she nodds.

McGee opens the door it get's slamed back, McGee behind the door. It is one of Salim's men, he is carring a gun and points it at Tony

"you're gonna pay for this american boy"

he fires the gun. Ziva who saw it coming pushed Tony away with her last strength.

The shot hits her in her heart, Tony catches her up. By one of the agents who is coming to rescue them, and shot the man of Salim Tony yells

"Get Help", quickly he bents over Ziva. "come on, hold on".

"Tony" she wispers, he can hear that she is slipping away.

"I…never believed that love existed…but I know now it does", he keept pressing the wound so les blood slipt out.

"I love…you", his eyes filled up with tears. Slowley he bend over knowing that if he didn't do it now it was to late, he softly planted his lips on hers, and kissed her.

"I love you to", after he had said that there came a smile on her face. The smile that he loved with all his heart. Than here last breath came out of here mouth and here eyes turned cold.

How long he had sat there he didn't know, he didn't want to let her go. He wanted to stay with here for ever, tears kept falling from his eyes, and he knew that his heart was gone and had died to. Just where it belonged to be with here.