I decided to post my few old Spamano fics here. 8) I hope you enjoy them.

This is a song fic.

Rating: K+

Pairing: Antonio x Lovino (Spain x Romano)

Song: Avril Lavigne - Slipped Away

Axis Powers Hetalia and it's characters belongs to Himaruya Hidekaz, not me! I own nothing but this fic.

Enjoy! (Comments are so welcome! :)

I run in the crowd.

"The ship is leaving!"

People are shouting.

I try to find a good space to go before someone goes to full it.

My eyes are accidentally locating you.

It hurts.

Your eyes, trying to find someone.

Me.

But not finding.

I miss you already, miss you so badly.

I can't let you go without saying goodbye.

People are thronging on streets.

"Hey, watch out!"

I push my way forward.

People are glaring angrily at me.

"I'm sorry!"

I glance at harbor.

People are already getting on the ship.

But you are still searching the crowd with your eyes.

The sadness is blooming on your face.

You give up.

So, he's not coming.

You step the first step on stairs to the ship.

"Antonio!"

I'm shouting.

I hope you can hear me.

I don't want you to leave me.

You stand on the deck.

Ropes are off.

The ship is starting to float away.

Slowly.

"Antonio!"

I didn't get around to kiss you.

I know it's too late now.

The ship turns.

Bow pointing at the horizon.

At the sunset.

You walk to back of the ship

and lean to railing.

You close your eyes.

"Antonio!"

Huh? Did I hear right?

Your face is saying.

I'm finally getting to the quay.

Tears are streaming on my cheeks.

I try to get some air into my lungs.

You didn't hear me, after all…

Tears start to run faster.

"No…"

I hiccup.

I wish that I could see you again.

But I know that I can't.

I fall to the ground.

I try to wipe my tears away,

but it's no help.

They're not going to stop for a while.

"Lovino!"

I raise my head.

You look like you want to jump

on water and swim to me.

But you can't.

"Lo siento, mi amor!"

Your voice is breaking of sorrow.

I can't see anything.

Tears are blurring everything.

"Eaaaaaaaaaah!"

I shout and collapse onto ground.

I just want to wake up from this nightmare.

Wake next to you.

Don't leave me, bastard.

Why? Why? Why?

I keep asking why until you come back to me.

I can't take it.

It really happened.

You left me.

Now you are gone.

Somewhere I can't bring you back.

Today.

Today was the day

I found it won't be the same.

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I miss you.