I'm Knocking at Paradise's Door

Chapter One: I am a Fighter

I was running through the city streets. My paws were starting to become numb from all the running. I was too scared to stop, and let the humans see me. I was running so fast that I didn't even pay attention to this new scent. I stopped and slipped into an empty part of an alley. I hopped up in a small hole in the wall. I curled up with my back facing the outside part. It was nighttime so my coal fur should cover me up until day. I was breathing heavy trying to calm the instinct to get up and run. The best move was to just sit and wait until things settle down. I sighed heavy and closed my eyes to get some sleep. I could not help but whimper at the thought of losing some of my pack members. I will miss them….They will always run with in my heart as a family no matter what.

I could hear people moving around outside these walls. I felt something touch my backside lightly. "It's a wolf, Tsume….What do we do?"A pup barked lightly at. My ears flickered when I heard that pleasant bark. I slightly growled when the pup kept poking my backside. I moved back some and turned around. The pup was a brown color and the wolf behind him was gray with a scar on his chest. "Hey! Your awake, didn't mean to wake you but we smelled you…A-Are you an f-f-female?" the pup barked lightly in confusion. Most of the time other wolves will not know that I am a female inless I pee, if I am in heat, or/and if they get a whiff of my sent. I made sure to cover up from the humans and I guess the pup could not tell because he could not really see my body but my eyes and snout. I shuffled so I could get my legs under me and move forward. The pup backed up and looked in awe as I stepped out the whole. The gray wolf growled and got in a fighting stance. "This isn't a bitch! Toboe get back!"I growled loudly and the pup named Toboe jumped by how strong it came out. "Tsume, I think this is a female."Toboe barked in defense. That's when he slowly walks up to me. I couldn't help but growl low again and watch his every move. He dipped low and started to sniff my under belly. Then Toboe's nose slowly moved to my entrance and sniffed lightly. He could tell I wasn't a boy because I didn't have a penis. I growled as I felt his nose press me. I moved quickly and nipped at his hind legs. Toboe jumped back quickly. He became aroused, I can tell from the sent he gave off.

"Tsume…it's F-female…" Toboe barked a little too happily. Tsume stance stilled didn't loosen up but his growling stopped. "She too damn big for a female wolf," Tsume growled out quickly. Toboe jumped beside him and flatten his ear, tucked his tail. I growled back and jumped at Tsume, I didn't have time for this bullshit. I could feel my teeth insert into his shoulder blade. I was the best-known hurter in my pack and a true warrior. I could feel Tsume sink his teeth into my hip and I didn't let out a whimper. I heard Toboe bark in hurt even though he wasn't the one that was attacked. I started to drop low and Tsume growled in victory. That is when I rolled over and Tsume was the one that was on his back now as I stood. I could feel Tsume flesh begin to get tender and I shook my head from side to side pulling. I heard a bark/ whimper and I felt teeth release me. I felt the bite marks burn into my flesh. I was about to win until I barked in surprise when something bit into my neck and tackled me. I didn't let go of Tsume and he was drag with the blow.

"Let go of him now or it'll be you that will die!" I could feel the wolf growl around my throat.

"Tsume! Damn, that bitch just won't let go!" I heard another voice in the distant.

I jumped and release Tsume go and tried to reach for the wolf that bit my stomach. I growled all the flashbacks of my old pack came back. My stomach was my soft spot and it was…...I just had a painful flashback that made me want to defend my stomach. I could feel whoever was on my neck tighten. Therefore, I couldn't move to defend my stomach. That's when the wolf didn't bite my stomach that hard, "Seems like someone is gentle underneath, ha-ha."

I got a glimpse of the wolf near my stomach and was almost honey color if not darker. He was chubby, with a black color around his neck. He didn't look fearful at all but …. Delighted. I growled lightly at him in threat! "I dare you to go near my stomach again! Before I rip your voice cord out your throat then eat you!" I growled out aggressively forgetting the wolf on my throat.

I could feel my throat hold loosen. I was lying on my side now and was half way under the one who was holding my neck. I looked up only to see a white chest. My eyes traveled up to me a muscular jaw frame, nicely framed head muscles, and golden eyes that told a story. He was the pack leader but I wasn't fazed by him what so ever. I stood up and didn't even wince when the blood on my leg was shooting pains through me. "You are a pretty cute wolf, you should stay with us." I looked at the chubby one with the collar and shot him a death glare with my green/gray eyes. Tsume growled, "I WILL NOT ALLOW HER TO JOIN THIS FUCKING GROUP REGARDLESS OF HOW PRETTY YOU THINK THAT BITCH IS!" I turned my head slowly and smirked at my own damage on his body. The piece of flesh I bit into was hanging a bit off his body and you could see pink around his whole shoulder blade. The white wolf looked at the wound and frowned. I couldn't why he frowned if it was very awesome. "You know, most wolves stop running their mouths once they got beaten." I growled and looked at him straight in the eyes, preparing for another battle. Until the white wolf growled and stood in front of me, we were nose to nose looking into each other eyes. "You are very determined to fight. Most female wolves don't fight a lot. Why you though?" He growled lightly at me but still hold that ready to attack stance.

I growled, "I fight because I have to, I enjoy it, I was built to, and I damn sure won't stop now that you came along!"

"Who ain't she a feisty one? I like that in a female." I heard the chubby one say with an excited bark.

That is when Toboe barked at us, "Guys humans are coming! They must have heard the commotion! Kiba, Hige, and Tsume lets go!" Toboe start to run down the alleyway opposite of me. I assume Kiba was the white wolf, since his ears perked up when Toboe said that. He pulled his nose from mines and looked at me as if I was coming. I only turned the opposite, ran, and turned the corner quickly. Hige barked after me, "Wait!" "Let her go she's alone wolf…." Kiba scuffed lightly before helping Tsume run. I could still feel Hige eyes on me.

I was far from them until I heard gunshots and a loud whimper. I stopped dead in my tracks. I just met a pack….and attacked them. I could feel strings of my old pack coming back into me. I heard a loud bark/whimper and turned around quickly toward their direction. That Toboe's bark damn pup dug into my heart already.

I could see them in the distance and I could feel my muscles working over drive. I was catching to them faster than I expected. I could see Kiba trying to fight them off and Hige being his back up. I saw Toboe lying beside Tsume who seem lying on the ground from loss of energy and blood. Either he need to rest or he would die soon. I jumped and attacked the humans face. I could hear them gasp and heard Toboe bark in excitement. I knew everyone else was shocked just like the humans but they came over it. I could still feel under me struggling and so I crushed my jaws together cracking his skull. I also took a big chop out of his whole head. I turned around to face the humans as I could the blood drip form my mouth. They looked at me with horror in their eyes. One of them points a gun at me but Kiba got him on the neck. That's when I jumped and bit the one close to me face off. I moved beside Kiba quickly and he would sometimes use me for a bounce to reach others farther back.

I turned to see Toboe limping lightly over to me. My motherly instinct came over and a rubbed him with my snout. He stiffen up but then loosen, Toboe lied down on his side and left me brush around to see he was ok. He winced when I touched the gun wound. I begin to licked it and whimper softly to him. Toboe blushed, "T-Thank you…May I ask you your name?"

I pulled from him and licked behind his ears, growling lightly it almost sounded like a purr. I could feel my heart fill up with warmth.

I pulled from him giving him a soft glance, "Polar."

Hige barked, "That's a pretty name."

I gave him my usual cold glare and he still smirked. I turn to Kiba who was sitting down near one of the dead humans. "We have to keep moving. We have to keep in search of paradise." He stood up in his human form. I looked at them all to see they were in human form. Toboe smiled down at me, "Aren't you going to change?"

I looked at him but slowly I did. They all looked at me in awe. I had beauty mark in the corner of my eyes, my eyes were teal, short hair with a smile side bang, hair was black with but of dark brown streaks, I had on a mini navy blue dress with leggings under. The leggings had stripes going down the side, the stripes were a nice white/lavender, with calf high boots on that was black with white strings but some lavender butterflies on the back going up. I also had a half of hooded jacket on that was lavender. The dress hung out like a flower dress but it still clung my muscles that I knew was defended and ample breast. The leggings were tightening to my nicely built legs leading into a firm, round, and soft butt.

I looked at them, "Don't we have to get a move on." Kiba picked Tsume up who growled weakly at me. Tsumes eyes were closed and I went to his other side to help him. He growled at me. I growled back, "Either you allow me to help or you will die,"

He stopped struggle. Toboe smiled, "Are you coming Polar, with us to paradise?"

I looked at him with a blank expression, yet soft, "I been to paradise and it kicked me out. I knocked at its door and it didn't let me in. I know how it feels to live in peace and I know how it feels to lose all that. I'll tell you this Toboe….I'll help you guys travel to paradise doors. If it doesn't let you in then I'll be outside waiting for you."

Toboe frowned at the sad story, "Why won't you come? What if we are accepted, all wolves are accepted!"

I shook my head, "Toboe! Stop trying to beat around the separation that will soon to come. A wolf is a pack lover but at the same time if put to the test, it can survive on its own. I cannot go back into paradise because it already kicked me out! I can't knocks at its door because it already left it shut….In due time, Toboe you will understand, but now just live in the moment. Let's go."

I could feel Kiba eyes on me. I turned to look at him. Those blue eyes looked deep into my teal ones. He too was curious about my riddle. I smirked at him and I started to laugh.

In due time they will know what I mean….Soon

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