Hey peeps~ its Tigera again. yep, only lil' ole me. well plz read and review!!

Disclaimer~ dont own gundam wing... wish i did tho...hehehee....
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All I remember is a loud screech and a dull thud. After that, well its a blank. Maybe I'm getting ahead of my self here. I suppose you would like to know what this is about. well it's about my death and the impact it had on me and the ones I love. Hello I am Relena Peacecraft. I once was the ruler of the earth, princess of the sank kingdom and vice foreign Minster for earth and the colonies. Life was going great for me. I had wonderful friends, five devoted bodyguards, and I had just turned twenty-three. Life was great. Then one night everything changed. I had stayed after hours to finish up some speech notes for a conference I had to give in the morning. I had just stepped out of the elevator and into the parking garage. I guess I really wasn't watching here I was going since I was searching for my keys. The next thing I know is the sound of a speeding car, a loud screech and a dull thud. I guess it was a hit and run. Possibly an assassination attempt. Well whatever it was, they succeeded. That was when I died.

People wonder what it's like to die. Well there was an odd disembodied floating feeling and then , nothing. No light at the end of the tunnel. No angels singing. No devils with pitch forks. Nothing. Just calm peaceful darkness. Then I woke up. I guess some days had passed since the accident because now I was watching my own funeral. There were tons of people there. Government figures, heads of state, and in the front rows, family, friends, and Heero. I saw that almost everyone was crying. Most were shedding silent tears. Milliardo was holding Noin who was crying into his shirt front. Duo and Hilde were holding each other. Trowa was comforting Catherine and Dorothy was consoling Quatre. Heero was sitting a little ways away from the others, just starring at my coffin. It was a beautiful coffin.. Milliardo probably picked it out for me. I moved closer to Heero as the eulogy progressed. Soon I was sitting next to him, unnoticed. I saw tears running silently from the corners of his eyes. I wished I could have comforted him. I really do. Heck I even tried to wrap my arms around him once. They just passed through, giving him a slight chill. That proved my theory of me being a ghost. I watched as people filed pass my coffin, each laying a rose on it. It really didn't surprise me that it was a close coffin funeral. Guess I got hit pretty hard. I followed everyone to my final resting place. My grave was to be in the garden of fallen heroes. The grave was located next to my foster fathers grave, close to the mausoleum of my real father and almost a stone throw away from Treize's grave. Nice spot. I'll be able to watch visitors to all four graves.

The wind had picked up and it had started to rain when they finally lowered my body into the ground. Many people shed tears for me that day. And with the rain and wind, it was like earth and sky were weeping of my death. Letting the whole universe know that it had lost someone special.

Some people immediately left, not wanting to be there a moment longer. Some hung around for a few moments then left. The crowd dwindled down until it was only my family, friends and trusted bodyguards were left at my grave. I moved closer to them.

Duo had started mentioning all the good times we had together. All the times we got drunk and the many pranks I helped him pull. A few laughed, others cried. Heero remained silent. I just sat on my tombstone and listened.

After a while even they left. Now I was alone with nothing more than my thoughts. I don't know how long I sat there before I heard some one clear their throat. At first I thought nothing of it. I mean I was dead. Who would want to talk to a ghost. Then someone came up beside me and placed their hand on my shoulder. I quickly looked up. I swear if I wasn't already dead, I would have died of shock. Standing there next to me was Trieze Kushrenada.

He smiled down at me and nodded. "Nice to see you Miss Peacecraft." I just stared up at him. what was he doing here? " Please Miss Peacecraft. Don't look so shocked. After all, we are both dead. Though I have to admit, I did not think you would be joining us so soon." I shook my head. "What do you mean 'us'?" suddenly there was a rustling coming from over to my other side. I turn around and nearly went into shock again. Standing there are two men. One I knew extremely well, Vice Foreign Minister Darlian, my foster father. The other was one I only knew through the pictures and stories I was told, it was my real father, King Peacecraft.

My fathers both smiled at me and came over. My foster father gave me a ghosts version of a hug and stepped back to take a good look at me. "Relena…its good to see you darling. Though I wish it wasn't so soon." My real father nodded in agreement. "Yes. You died way to soon. You had your whole life ahead of you my child. I wish there was something we could do about it." I looked at them mournfully . "So do I . I left behind some very special people." A ghost version of a tear ran down my cheek as I thought about my friends and family. Especially Heero….

Trieze nodded. "As did we all. I myself left behind a daughter. One I never got to know. I regret that. So I watch over her and help my little Mariemaia every chance I get." The others nodded. "And we've been watching over you Relena. You and your brother."

I looked at them, it lifted my spirit to know that there was a chance I could help the ones I loved. "You mean I can help them even if they can't see me?"

All three men nodded. "yes. We tried to protect you and your brother. And it worked. Almost. We regret not being able to save you that last time." Her foster father said, his head bowed in shame.

Trieze sighed a ghost sigh. "what is done is done. We can't change the past, only influence the future."

My two fathers nodded in agreement. "True. Very true. And we still have Milliardo to watch over."

I thought about their words for a moment " so you mean I can watch over Heero and protect him if the need arises?"

Trieze nodded. "yes. Only there is one set back, unless he has something of yours, you can't leave your grave for long periods of time. If you do, you usually end up fading out and end up back here."

I looked puzzled. "why something of mine?" it didn't make sense to me. Why something of mine?

"Because, my darling, that item would still have your psychic impression on it. The psychic impression on the item would be like a power source for you. It would sustain you and keep you from fading out as long as you didn't stray to far from it." King Peacecraft explained to me.

It kinda made sense to me. It honestly did. "I see. Then I should have no problem."

All three men looked at me quizzically. "what do you mean Miss Peacecraft?" Trieze asked me, voicing the opinion of all three.

I smiled at them. "if I know Heero like I do, he probably has the teddy bear he gave me for my birthday for a momento."

My foster father blinked. "a teddy bear? How serious were you with this guy?"

I winked at him and smiled. "you were watching over me. You should know."

He sputtered as the other two smirked at him. "what?! I never watched you at night! He did!" the sputtering father of mine pointed to the king.

King Peacecraft just smirked at my other father." her bedroom activities were of no concern of ours. She a big girl now. Or she was."

Trieze just chuckled at the two. "truly entertaining. If it were my daughter, Une would hear of it."

I gave him another quizzical look. These three kept on bringing up more surprises."what do you mean Trieze?"

The former leader of OZ shrugged. "some people that we were close to in life can see us. And others have the gift to see us. One person that I know has this gift if the young Winner heir, Quatre."

I nodded. It made sense. Quatre was always aware of other's feelings. " so I could just go and talk to Quatre if I wanted ?"

The tall ginger haired man nodded. " yes. but it may be a shock to him. He doesn't know he has this gift."

I nodded again. "I understand. But I have to try."

Trieze smiled at me. "then go ahead my dear. Nothing is stopping you."

The other two had stopped fighting by now. "yes, go. You have all the time in the universe." King Peacecraft said.

I smiled at them one more time." Okay then I'm off." I began to fade out of view.

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well thats the first chapter, now depending on my reviews.... i might get the next chapter out soon....
~Tigera~