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"Shit," I say as my head falls back against the couch in my office. Lately I've been held back the past few days due to my 'situation', not that I'm complaining but she's being a lot more aggressive tonight than usual. My fingers clench around a fistful of fiery red hair as I can feel myself coming undone second by second. "Don't stop, Britt," I breathe out tugging harder on her hair. Her tongue is swirling around my clit, making my eyes roll back into my head; she has two fingers deep inside me, roughly fucking me as she gently sucks on my clit. My right hand is gripping her hair tight while my left hand is balled into a tight fist as I cum harder than I have in a long time. Brittney continues fucking me with her fingers but slows her pace as she kisses up my body to my breast. "Fuck, what has gotten into you?" I as I come down from my high.
"What do you mean?" Brittney ask in an innocent tone, which she is everything but innocent.
"I don't know, you've never been so …assertive when it comes to you doing me so what's that about" I ask with a lazy grin as I run my fingers through her hair. Usually when Brittney and I get together it's mainly me being the aggressive one and taking control so for her to be this way is kind of shocking. But in a good way.
"Well, I've learnt from the best," She says with a smirk my way as she gets up to sit on the couch with me.
"I wouldn't necessarily say I'm the best," I say with a somewhat smug grin on my face.
"But you are. At least to me and I've had my share of lovers. For you to be the only girl I've ever been with, that's kind of a big deal." Brittney says with a sexy smile as she struts off to use the bathroom I have connected with my office. I sit there with a bemused look on my face watching her walk away before I decide to join her in the bathroom.
"Hey, do you want to go to SoHo? In West Hollywood?" I ask apprehensively. Out of all the times that we have gotten together, we never go out on dates, it's strictly sex between us but I can't help but want more from her. She may have ways that I don't agree with but she's an amazing person.
"Like as in a date"? Brittney asks while washing her face.
"Yeah, as in a date," I say with as much confidence as I can because one thing I have learnt about Brittney is that she isn't afraid to speak her mind. At all. She slowly turns to me after drying her face with a look of pure sympathy.
"You know I can't, San. I promised Jose I would go out with him and friends," Brittney says while grabbing my hands. "And besides, I thought we both agreed on no feelings".
"Who said anything about feelings? I can't just want to take you out?" I ask with a hint of desperation. Where the fuck is this even coming from. I'm usually not this person, I'm usually the one using somebody and now I think I'm getting attached. Too bad she's only using me, karma's a bitch.
"No, look I like what we have and I told you from the beginning what I wanted from you and you agreed whole-heartily, don't change the game now. Please?" she asks with this cute pout that I can never resist. From the day I met her I couldn't resist that pout.
"Don't change the game?" I ask with a quirked eyebrow, "so when you started dating Jose that wasn't changing the game?" my anger slowly coming to surface. When Brittney and Jose started dating two months ago, I was furious but of course she knew how to calm me down. She always knows the right words to say and how to say them.
"My relationship with Jose is none of your business Santana, just like our relationship is none of his. I know at the beginning I said no relationships with anybody but I kind of like him and my parents have been pressuring me about the latest guy in my life. I don't know how to say I'm fucking a girl now, so excuse me", Brittney says with a slight attitude. And there we go the real reason why she won't fully commit to me. I honestly don't know what I was thinking by starting this relationship with Brittney, I knew she was straight but she came on to me and trust me it's hard to resist a girl like Brittney. Someone so sure of who they are, what they want, and how to get it.
"Whatever", I say while walking out the room back to my office getting ready to head home for the night. I don't feel like arguing with her tonight; besides, there's no point because I know how Brittney is so stuck in her ways.
"I'm sorry Santana. I don't mean to upset you but I honestly didn't know you had those kind of feelings for me and that me dating Jose would bother you that much," Brittney says when she walks back into my office.
"Who said I had feelings for you," I scoff out to Brittney in a mean tone, "I just want to make sure you're not fucking both of us because I don't want to catch anything," I say to Brittney. I almost regret how mean I sound but I stand my ground because at the end of the day, it's the truth. You can't just go around sleeping with multiple people, not saying that Brittney would but you never know these days.
"Wow, I forget how such an idiot you can be. Later Santana," Brittney says while grabbing her things and walking out my office. I can't do anything except shake my head at the situation as I clean up around my office before I leave.
SOOOO, should I continue or nah?