This is part 1 of 6 of this story. This story will be a part of a series so tune in for more chapters and stories!
This is set after "Lauren" in the sixth season of Criminal Minds. Enjoy my lovelies! 3
XxMrsSpencerReidxX
I Look Out My Window,
And Wonder Where You Are,
And If You Are Safe Out There
I pace back and forth in the kitchen of the Jet, it was horrible to try to understand how my family had just perished in a murderious killer while I was at Quantico. It was unbelieveable, the feeling I have. Anger, Sadness..I basically wanted to scream out why. I feel a hand on my shoulder and I whip around meeting the eyes of my crush and best friend, Spencer Reid. He looked like a lost puppy caught out in the rain.
"I'm sorry." he said softly to me. He probably didn't know what to say, none of them did. I could feel the tears coming and he pulled me in to his arms and I just cried. How could this happen? How? After a moment or two I remembered I was on a case and even if my family were victims, I had to bring in their killer, I owed them that much.
I pulled away from Spencer and he looked at me, "Alright?" he asked and I nodded, "Thank you." he smiled softly at me and kissed my forehead, he wasn't one to be comfortable around women, but I guess I was an exception. He always said the right things, and it was no wonder he was my best friend and crush.
He smiled and left me to collect myself before joining the team. I sighed, rubbing my eyes, hoping and praying my eyes were not red from crying, but they know what had happen and they probably would allow it. Just this once. I sighed and walked back into the other room.
Garcia was talking to the team by webcam, I sat in a chair near them. Garcia smiled at me, "There's my lovely, how are you doing?" she said. I smiled at her as best I could to probably fool her but she wasn't buying it as usual but turned her attention back to the others as I did. They were watching me like a hawk to see if I would break down or anything like that. I didn't and they turned back to garcia, getting more info as Spencer got up and sat next to me.
He didn't say anything just held my hand and gave me soft sweet smiles, still looking like a lost puppy. I sighed, it was all to much, my family, Emily. It must be as hard for him as me. I layed my head on his shoulder to see if I could catch a nap before the plane landed. I smiled as I felt his arm go around me, holding me tightly. I was thankful to have my team, especially Spencer at this time. I needed them to hold me together, to help solve this case, not just because. Because my family needed this to be over. I just pray that they are happy and at peace now. Where I'm needing my Doctor.
Somewhere In The Dark,
Time Has No Meaning To This Broken Heart That's Mine