My life hasn't always been this good. When I was 15 one of my brothers was killed. He was not only my brother, he was my best friend. I trusted him 210. He meant to whole world and more to me. It was the day of his birthday and everything was going great we were having a party everyone was there. It was like a block party sort of thing.

Well, I wanted to go to this Camp in Oregon for my music. I was REALLY good. You see my mom she is not good with change. She absolutely hates it. She said no. My dad said yes. But remember "Mothers knows best." right? GAH! Well, My Brother being his normal self fought for me. This got him grounded, Of course. With the entire ruckus going on I forgot about his birthday present. I had gotten him tickets to see Boys Like Girls. So we snuck out. The concert was amazing! Afterwards we went to sonic to grab a bite to eat. We were at the stoplight about 5 minutes from our house when I saw a bright light out of the corner of my eye I turned, and yelled Stephen look out!! I woke 3 days later in a hospital. I had no clue where I was or what happened. But I knew something bad happened I look up and saw a nurse. The first thing I said was STEPHEN! STEPHEN! WHERE IS HE? WHERE IS MY BROHTER? I was crying hysterical by then. And my dad came in and held me in his arms and said, "He's not coming back." Those four little words would change my life for good. We were hit by a drunk driver. It was only 11p.m. at night. After that day I didn't sing I didn't smile I didn't even want to hang out with my friends. Through out the rest of the school year they stuck with me. Thick and thin. Like shake and bake. Most of my friends were guys since my brother was my best friend we all just hung out together. I was one of the guys. The other thing that got me through that was, this may sound silly but a band. A band called the Jonas Brothers.

The last day of my 9th grade year Drew, my BEST friend, came over after school we were having a sleepover! (Very common. My parents trusted me, and plus I had a purity ring that I believed strongly in. Oh and it helped that a had a little brother in 7th grade there to!) Well I went into the house and I guess he got the mail because he came running in screaming, YOU GOT IN! YOU GOT IN! Well even though I had not sung since that day my brother died. I decided I had to go. This was my dream. And I knew Stephen would not want me to give it up. So I went had the time of my life. Got my first boyfriend ever, and my first heartbreak.

One year later my parents had gotten more uptight. I could do nothing. My curfew was about 9:30. It stunk. So when my Idol, Ryan Cabrera, was coming to town I knew I would not be able to go. It was the chance of a lifetime and I couldn't take it. Well it turns out my boyfriend, Will, and Drew had gotten tickets, and passes to the after party. I turns out I couldn't go to the party cause I was only 16. But Will and Drew could so I told them to go. they came running up to the car and they said, "don't freak out but you have a meeting with Ryan and his record label. Wow! My dream is finally coming true.

You must be thinking wow her life isn't bad. Well, this is where it gets worse. I had finally gotten a band together. Everything was going way to good to be true. I spoke too soon. I got a call from Will and he said he couldn't make it to the studio. I might have been working but I wasn't going to pass up our anniversary. Yes our ONE YEAR. It broke my heart. I called drew and he rushed over. I imagine he broke at least 30 laws getting to me that quickly but he loved me. He came in and the first thing he said is I'm sorry I have to tell you this but Kat He's Cheating on you with Jenna. Wow!

It was a Total shocker. I didn't know what to do. So I decided to break up with him. I didn't have time to talk because I was working. Duh! So I texted him. Shallow I know but I couldn't handle it. Well about a month later I was on tour with my idol. And everything was going good. I got a call one night it was Will's mom. She was sobbing. The only thing she got out was he loved you so much and suicide.

At his funeral I had always heard of his cousin but I never met. I never expected him to be so cute and sweet. I grew really close to Shaun. We started dating. 1 year past still going strong, ups and downs I thought he was the guy for me. He started leaving a lot going to Europe to snowboard and New Zealand. Things like that. And my career had taken off I was on tour non stop for 3 months but I always flew up to see him every day I was off.

And this is where my story begins……

Hahahaha. Okay so, yeah i got that from raise your voice, but that is the only thind like it in the story. This just gives you alittle background info.

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