Hi, this will be my first Fairy tail fanfic to be published in the net.. hope you guys like it.. and comment if i should continue this story.. :3
PROLOGUE
ERZA (POV)
I am erza scarlet, 21 years old and I'm a freelance writer. I became well known within just a year in many companies, and most of this companies wants me to be their regular employee, but that only means, that I am forbidden to work for others. I know its a once in a life time opportunity as what they always say, but right now, I earn more on being a freelancer than the money they are offering me. So why waste it?
"Erza!"
I snap out of my daydream and look, only to see my boyfriend. We were in a dining table and right now, he is sitting opposite of me, facing me with his eyes begging for something.
"Erza, I've been trying to call you,"
"Oh sorry jellal, I was thinking," I said, and gone back on typing in my laptop.
"Really? I didn't notice," he said sarcastically.
"Erza?" He called
"Hmmm.." I said
"Can we-"
"No,
"But-"
"No,"
There where silence.
"You haven't even let me finish," he sighed.
I stop from typing and looked at him.
"Jellal, I know what you're trying to say,"
I said. He wanted to have sex, and he had asked this a thousands time only being refused in the end. I already told him a hundred times that I will only agree on doing that with him "AFTER" we get married.
"I can't believe you still refuse until now, even though I-"
"Wait, please, let us not talk about that," I sighed and gone back in typing. In the past 2 years, his been teasing me, touching me, making me watch x rated videos. He was making me arouse so that I could give in because of desire but in the end, I still refused. I don't want my emotions and desires to control over me, and fell guilty in the end. I will only give in, if I am certain that he is the one for me. 2 years and 2 months is not enough for us.. which I thought to myself. I accepted him, as he had ask me to be his girlfriend bec. I kinda like him, but love is a different thing on that time, and as of now I could say that the word "like" had turned into "love" but this doesn't mean that I will agree already on his desires. I still want to be certain. I don't want to lose my virginity to the man who is only going to leave me in the end.
"Ok," he said. "Then let's get-"
"No,"
He groaned in frustration
"But-"
"No,"
"But why?"
"You want us to get married just because you want sex, do you think I want that?" I said as I raised an eyebrow.
"But I do love you," he said sweetly
"I love you too," I smiled at him.
"So-"
"No," I said. Truthfully, I don't want him to be upset in this matter.. Well his always upset in this matter. I always try my best in all this years to make him happy. I always cook his favorites, being sweet to him, and doing activities, to know more each other and other stuff.
Their was a long silence. Ten minutes had past. I took a glimpse at him. His right elbow is resting on the table and his hand cupped around his mouth. He looks childish but mature in a way. He suddenly sighed.
"Erza,"
"Hmmm.."
"I'm going to asked you one more time but this time, if you say no, we're breaking up," he said in a serious tone.
I stop, shocked to what he had said. I look at him, searching his face if he was serious to what he had said. "Are you serious?" I asked in a low tone but loud enough for him to hear.
"Yes," he said sternly.
"I ask you again, tell me seriously, are you serious?"
"Yes,"
I felt pain in my chest and my eyes are starting to get wet. I immediately looked down and put my left hand in my forehead just to prevent him from seeing my eyes. I tried to control myself and sighed.
"My answer is still no," I said immediately. I want this to be over. I want him to leave. I was angry at him and depressed because I had loved him, but if he was able to say that.. No.. He had said it.. Then he is not one for me.. I don't want to live the rest of my life with someone, who greatly values his stupid desires over than others.
Neither of us speak no more. I heard the creak of a chair being pushed and then the sound of a footsteps getting fainter. I knew that he had left, and as he had left, my tears suddenly fell. I did not move. I was weak to move.
"Erza,"
I suddenly heard Jellal's voice. He had came back and I didn't noticed it. I turned to see Jellal standing beside me. My eyes widen and my face became pale. Jellal is crying and... "Je-"
BANG!
My vision became blur as my body falls down slowly into the floor. But on those seconds left on my life, I could still see Jellal, he had fallen into his knees. His face was in shock, he muttered something that I couldn't hear. My body slammed hard into the floor and the darkness took over me.
"Hey!"
I snapped out and saw my boyfriend. He took the chair and put it near beside me and sat. He looked at my laptop reading the half end of my story.
He raised his eyebrow. "This is new, I didn't know, you like this kind of genre,"
"Actually no, I don't, its for a client of mine. He wanted me to write a short script and he wanted it to be like this," I said.
"Oh," he said, "I don't really like this kind of stories and worst, you used both of our names,"
"Don't worry, I'll change it, I haven't decided on a name yet," I chuckled because of his concerned. "And second of all, you are different from him, your kind, understanding, sweet, the best man I ever had,"
"Well ofcourse, you would say that because I'm your first boyfriend, unless-" he looked at me suspiciously.
I chuckled. "I'm not cheating on you okay? Why would I cheat, if I had a man like you in my life?"
"Being cheesy are we," he smiled.
"Look whose talking," I said, pinching his cheek.
Both of us laugh.
"Well, what I said back then, until now and forever more is the truth," he said.
He rested his left elbow in the table and cupped his left hand around his cheek and mouth. He lifted his right hand and caress my left cheek. "Your beautiful, kind, understanding and.. You always give me cavities,"
I looked at him with a confused and questioning looked. "Cavities?" I've asked.
"Because your so sweet," he smiled.
"Cheesy," I said. both of us laugh.