Something i wrote after listening to "Haruka, Kawaki no Tsuisou" and "Michiru, Himeta omoi"...
Just recently heared this song - "Unmei wa Utsukushiku" (Fate so beautiful) by Michiru's voice actor...
I think it's nicer than Senshi no Omoi...xD
Do you like me?
This is the question that keeps wandering in my mind; this is the question that kept me alive. I will not die before I know the answer. It has been 4 years since I started asking myself that question everyday; it has been 4 years since I have given you my heart; it has been 4 years… Since I accepted my destiny, my destiny to become the wind Senshi.
I have had visions about the silence; about daimons but I think of them as nothing but weird dreams. I remember the girl from those dreams. I couldn't get a clearer look at her. But… I recognize the voice; the sweet, gentle, caring voice. When Elza introduced you to me, it took me only one look to know… To know that you were the one whom I had been dreaming of; the one whom I had been searching for; the one who could fill the emptiness in my heart.
Pass…
I rejected you… And when I turned my back at you, it was almost like I could understand your pain. You were hurt… I, I was the one who hurt you.
Do you still remember that day? I wonder… It was the 6th of March. That was the day I became your partner; the sea senshi's partner and also, your birthday. When that kid transformed into a daimon, I panicked, I did nothing while you risked your life saving mine. Tell me, what am I to you? I am not someone special; you didn't have to save me from that daimon. I am not worth dying for. I was merely someone who was running away from her own destiny. They say that destiny is in our own hands. (chuckles) It seems that it is very different for us Senshis ne… Since that day we were born, destiny had already chosen us even before we chose them.
There's this girl who wants to go for a cruise in your car…
I can still remember the words you spoke to me of on that ship. I knew right from the start that you were talking about yourself. Your dreams… You said that you wanted nothing more than to be a violinist but you had to give that up because of your duty. I… I wanted to be a racer so that I could escape from those dreams that haunted me every night. I was wild like the wind, never stopping for anything. I was famous for my speed, but it seems that destiny was faster. It had caught me before I reached the finish line; likewise… You, Kaiou Michiru... had caught me even before my wings had fully grown.
You are true to your own feelings…
True… (Scoffs) You were the one who was true and honest. You never escape nor ignore the fact that you were chosen, unlike me…
I know you better than yourself…
Perhaps… Perhaps you were right. I put on a masquerade in the daylight, when I was with even my closest friends. You were the only one who could see through me even when I shut myself from the world. When I wanted to be alone, you always come and sit beside me. Normally, I would yell at them to get lost; but… instead I kept silent. I enjoy being near to you; I enjoy your company, your touches and your soft spoken words…
Day after day, night after night… You always seemed so close but yet so far…
You touch my skin, and left a burning desire in me…
You whisper in to my ear, making me want to take you…
You fight with all your might, not knowing that I hate to see you risk your life…
When will you be mine?
When will I have the courage to tell you that I love you?
When will this Senshi thing be over?
(Sigh…)
I promise, Michiru…
After all these fighting; after Galaxia…
I will…
I will tell you how I feel about you…
Wait for me…
Michiru…
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