Lost

"Come on brother! I want to go outside. You never want to go with me, you're always with your patients. Please?"

I stared up at my brother. His back hunched over an examining table, humming softly and clinking his tools together. He must have been really concentrated on his experiment, a live one too since the terrible chemical smell lingered in the air.

I coughed before he finally spoke, "Let me finish up here, alright? Then I'll join you, fair enough?"

He answered a little distractedly and mumbled a bit. I pouted and crossed my arms. That always meant 'no' in his words..

"Fine! Stay inside."

"Amori my dear, I'm all done. Waiting a few minutes couldn't have been that hard now could it?"

He was grinning when he turned around, even placed a hand on my head to ruffle my hair. My face grew hot in embarrasment. I am very impatient, what can i say? He chuckled at my reaction, which caused me to smile in return. I rarely saw him laugh or smile, truely laugh and smile, yet he would find entertainment in anything i did.

"Come now Amori, how about that fresh air?"

I slapped his hand away just as he was going to ruffle my hair again and caused him to have another round of honest laughter. He took my hand and began pulling me behind him. I stumbled after his long strides but was able to manage until we got outside.

My brother had to be insane to prefer being cooped up inside that naseating room over the fresh air, sunlight and peaceful outdoors. It's no competition but everyone has their own preferences I'm sure. Some a little more abnormal than others.

Today was the best weather day ever. Fall was coming to a close and Winter was begining to show. My favorite season byfar. I've always loved the cold weather, even since i was young, especially loving the snow! Of course my brother had mixed feelings about the snow but i've always felt that it suits him, considering he wears layers of heavy clothing..But i think he wears heavy clothing on account that his patients rooms are FREEZING.

The light coat of snow dusted everything in a hazy white and made everything look spectatuar. It was really lovely. We sat on a park bench just down the street from where we lived. I usually came here just to sit and enjoy the weather or silence, my brother would come ocasionally. During those times we would make small talk or just sit in silence and hear the chatter of the passerbys. Those were the moments i cherished.

"Amori would you enjoy if i treat you to something sweet?"

I gave him a look. He only chuckled. "You're really asking that? And here i thought you were my brother! You must be an imposter!"

We giggled, "Very well. I will return shortly. Don't go off wandering ya hear? Nearly scared me to an early death the last time!"

I waved him off as he disappeared around the corner. The Bakery wasn't too far off. Only a couple of blocks and with the way he walks..he has to already be placing the order by now. Possibly on his way back.

While he was off, I relaxed in the comforting embrace of the chilling wind and brought my thick coat closer. Thank the high Heavens i was able to grab it before i was dragged completely out to freeze to death. I held the necklace my brother gave me. It was a cross with a bright red ruby in the center. It made me feel safe. I took a deep breath and slumped down slightly, enjoying the freedon the outdoors allowed me. Truly, i felt free.

"Well thats byfar the most unlady like posture I've ever laid my eyes on. Don't you agree?"

I jumped, multiple feet in the air, at the sound of his voice. Unfortunately my brother had this uncanny ability to appear in the most strangest of places and at the most strangest of times. I stared at his amused grin, considering he got the reaction he was looking for,a hand on my chest, wondering what the hell was wrong with him.

He reclaimed his seat next to me and handed me the muffins he bought. I grinned. I wasnt to keen on sweets but this was just enough for me.

"Next time get get my attention like a sane person, will ya?"

"But my dear, that is no fun. I'd rather have fun doing something i rather enjoy over something that is quite the norm. Wouldn't you say?"

"I suppose so..." I took a bite of my muffin. Blueberry.

"Tsk. Tsk. Now sit up, I've brought you muffins. After your treat, I'd like to return home and finish my experiment. I'll make a fresh pot of Earl Grey while you read the new literature books I've bought."

I swallowed my previous bite before i spoke, "Actually brother, i intended to stay out a bit longer. The weather is absolutley fab today!" I opened my arms wide, "Could i possibly stay out a tad bit longer, please?"

"Hmm. Certainly my dear. But please be sure to return before dark, you know the rules. It isn't safe for you at night, for anyone for that matter. Understood?"

"Understood clearly big brother! Until later."

He kissed my forehead before standing and heading back home. I continued to sit at the bench, finishing up the muffins, listening to the world around me. The package holding the muffins disgarded accordingly in the nearby waste bin. I leaned back and took in my surroundings.

The overhang of the branches shielded me from the mid-afternoon sun. Happily chirping birds and squirrels chittered around me. Squeeling children ran past me all caught up in their game of chasing eachother. I couldn't help but giggle at their innocence. Being outside was my sanctuary, no matter what. I felt at peace.

I stayed at the bench but ocasionally strolled through the rest of the park to strech my aching and cramped legs. My body was trembling by the time i decided to return to the warm home me and my brother shared. I began to regret the hot cup of tea my brother offered earlier... The sky had began to dull at this time signaling my curfew and i began the walk home.

Somewhere from the time I exited the park and stepped foot on my front steps, it went dark.