A/N: This story takes place two months after Jesse left, sometime in the middle of November. Let's just say the second week of November. (I don't know) On with the story! Whatever.

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters you recognize in this chapter.

Chapter 1

"Oh Jesse, I don't think we should be doing this." I don't know what got into Jesse. He just laid me on my bed and started kissing my lips and neck. Don't get me wrong I liked this new Jesse. It feels so good making out with your one true love. I feel so special!

"Oh querida I've been waiting for this moment all my life and afterlife to be with you." He started to lift up my shirt and I felt his hot and heavy breath tickle down my neck. Jesse took off his shirt and…

WAIT! What breath? I know my imagination is wild but I'm sure Jesse is breathing right in front of me even though I know he doesn't need too.

In case anyone forgot, Jesse is dead! As in he took his last breath over 150 years ago. And this Jesse who looks like he wants to do the nasty with me is completely off character.

Which can only mean one thing…

Ah hell! I'm dreaming.

Great.
Now what am I going to do?

Do school work? Uh…how about no!

"Susannah?"

Can't a girl catch some z's!

"Susannah, would you wake up?" I know that voice. He sounded far away but I know he was right by me. At that point I lifted up my head to see my whole History class glaring and laughing at me.

Great, laugh at the tired mediator. Can't a girl get some shuteye in her own school?

"Susannah, this is the fourth time you fell asleep in my class. Are you getting enough sleep at home?" Mr. Warden asked.

And to answer his dumb question, does it look like I have been getting enough sleep? I mean what part don't he understand? The part where I fall asleep in his class or the part where I've been a walking stick since Jesse left? I don't know, you pick.

Since he left I've been crying myself to sleep. Can't he see what he's doing to me? Whenever I would start crying, I would quickly stop because in my twisted mind Jesse would surprise me by materializing beside my bed and do the things he wanted to do in my dream, only I won't hesitate to do anything.

But look on the bright side, Paul decided to visit his family back in Seattle because I guess he needed to chill. After he cursed out that nun he was suspended for four days. So I guess he needed to calm down for a while.

Which is great for me.

Unfortunately Paul has been gone for two weeks now and he's returning tomorrow for school. He even called me late last night to inform me about it and to remind me that I have to start those stupid shifting lessons this week.

Yay for me!

"Mr. Warden, I've just had a lot on my mind lately and I guess that keeps me up at night. But I promised this will never happen again." I said in my most innocent and tired voice.

"Alright Susannah this is the last time." He said giving into my pure innocence. "Okay class read chapters 10 and 11 for homework and be ready for a quiz tomorrow. You are now dismissed." Mr. Warden screamed and opened the door so we can exit the classroom.

I was like the first person out the door. I guess I'm excited because my cousin is visiting me from New York. I can't wake to see Clover and see how much she grown. I haven't seen her since we were 11 and she wasn't very…

Let me put it a nice way. She was an ugly duckling. I'm not saying I was the prettiest girl on Clinton Street, I was pretty average looking. She was just…ill.

She used to wear these ugly bifocal glasses that were bigger than her face. But she had a kind heart. That's all that matters.

I suppose I'm really not very excited to see her. I can live without her. I just want to get out of this place and see if Jesse was in my room so I can make out with him.

Well that will never happen. A girl can dream right? I haven't seen Jesse since that day in the graveyard. I guess he's been avoiding me. I can always visit him in the rectory but I just don't want to seem desperate.

A/N: I'm sorry I know it's very short but I promise the next chapter will be much longer and better, and Clover will come.