DISCLAIMER: I dont own Criminal Minds.

A/N: Oneshot based on Maluma song: El Perdedor. ( watch?v=QM6Vs3S21L8)

English is not my first language so sorry for any gramatical errors. Thanks for reading :)

JJ was right; she shouldn't have come to his call. She pulled his hand away from her thigh as shotting him a warning look.

-Don't touch me Derek

His laughter mixed with the loud music of that bar. That place where they sensually danced so many times. There where their team witnessed their hot conversations. That sofa right on that corner where they both shared drinks and no so inocent kisses from years.

But now, everything was different. Derek had a son. He left the team and walked away from her. He abandoned her with her heart in a coma and sinking into the deepest of miseries.

Then Luke Alvez came to her life. With his eternal smile and deep dark eyes. His love managed to resurrect her dead heart.

Penelope loved him. She really was in love with her boyfriend.

However, when Derek marked her number she ran out to meet him. And that was not fair for Luke. It was not far for herself.

But they had a pending issue. A story that should end.

-What did you want to see me for?

-Are you in love with that guy?

Penelope smiled sarcastically. Oh, of course. It all had to do with his damn alpha male role. He looked her intently in the eyes, waiting for her response.

-Are you in love with Savannah? She asked raising an eyebrow. Does she even know that her husband is right here, asking for explanations from another woman?

Derek fixed his dark eyes on hers. She could see the vein in his throat loudly vibrating.

-Penelope, answer to me

-Of course I love him

This time it was he who smiled

-What kind of game are you playing? Do you want to make me jealous?

Penelope shook her head. His ego was too big for his own good. And she didn't know if his words were a alcohol consequence. He'd some drinks in his body.

-Are you jealous of Luke?

Derek clenched his jaw, almost holding his breath. He patted her cheek with his knuckles and brought his body closer to her. A few centimeters from her face, he released the air contained in his lungs.

-I'm not, baby girl. I know you still think of me.

-It's ok, honey- her voice was sharp as she moved away from him - I know you're not used to losing, but hey, there's always a first time

Derek smiled sadly as he slowly shooked his head.

-I have not lost anything. You were never mine.

-I'm not yours or anyone. I'm not a pair of shoes.

She grabbed her bag and left the bar, wanting Derek Morgan would run after her. Yes, If she was honest with herself, that's what her heart wanted to happen.

She expected to see a man sorry for his decisions. A man willing to recover his place.

She didn't want to give him a second chance. Nothing that. She wanted revenge. She wanted him to feel what her soul felt when he left. When Derek chose Savannah over her.

But none of that happened. She got into her car and closed her eyes. Penelope needed to breathe deeply to calm her instincts.

Now everything was over. She could move on with her life. Her new life with Luke.

The screen of her cell phone lit up. She did not want to look at it. She knew perfectly who was calling.

Penelope let her phone ring as she started the car. She did not have time for Derek Morgan. She had already made her decision.

Even if she felt her heart in a thousand pieces.