My Missing Love

Summary: 10 years after Naruto's mysterious disappearance, he's back with new powers, abilities, and with almost no memories. Can he rely on Sasuke's help? Or will their failure end Naruto's life? NaruSasu. Yaoi. Future Mpreg.

Overall Warnings: Mentions and hints of rape, but I will not show it. Future Mpreg. Yaoi. Violence. Cussing. Murder.

Chapter 1: What Have I Done?

Warnings: Murder. Violence.

Sasuke's P.O.V.

Age: 5

"Where is he?" I thought as I waited for my best friend, Naruto Uzumaki, to meet me at the park. He's been my best friend since we were in diapers. He's six now, making him one year older than me. I'm so jealous. He'll be an adult before I will. He's so lucky. Our parents have been friends since they were in the Academy. That's where Naruto and I are going next year.

His daddy, Minato Namikaze, is the Hokage while my dad, Fugaku Uchiha, is the leader of the Konoha Police Forces. They're both so cool. Naruto and I love watching them train and fight together. One day… we'll be even stronger than them. Naruto said that he wants to be Hokage, just like his dad. I wanna be ANBU, just like Itachi.

Our mommies are really good friends too. Every day, when Godmother Kushina would come over to see my mommy, Mikoto, she'd bring Naruto and we'd play with all of my stuffed animals and his favorite stuffed fox. I like having him around. He told me that I was like his brother, since he didn't have one. I live with my mommy, my daddy, my older brother, Itachi, and my Uncle Orochimaru. He's so nice to Naruto and me. He always gives us candy and shows us cool jutsus. He's the coolest uncle ever.

While waiting for Naruto to come, I hopped on the swings and started to swing lightly. "The park's boring without Naruto here."

I gasped when I was suddenly pushed off the swing. I shook my hair free of the dirt before turning to see Naruto laughing at me. "Haha. You should've heard your scream. You sounded like a girl, S'uke."

"That wasn't very nice Naru." I pouted with my arms crossed.

"Oh come on, S'uke. I'll give you an Underdog if you stop being mad at me." Naruto smiled.

"Alright!" I smiled back.

I hopped back on the swing and gripped the chain. Naruto grabbed the bottom of the chains before running under the swing, allowing me to fly high into the air. We pushed each other on the swing while we waited for our other friends to meet us at the park.

The first to come was Sakura and Ino. I don't really like them because they're always trying to be around me when I just wanna play with Naruto. And besides… girls are icky. After them Kiba and his dog, Akamaru, came. Besides me, Kiba is Naruto's other best friend. I don't like him. He acts just like Sakura when Naruto's around. Next were Choji and Shikamaru. They're best friends too, although I wonder why. All Shikamaru does is sleep, and all Choji does is eat. But whatever makes them happy. Neji came later and brought his cousin, Hinata with him. I think she's weird. She doesn't really talk and she faints all the time when Naruto talks to her. She's icky too. Shino, Lee, and TenTen were the last to arrive. Lee has a lot of energy, just like Naruto. I think something's wrong with him. Shino is kind of like Hinata, except he's cooler and not icky at all. He has a whole bunch of really cool bugs to show us every time we see him. TenTen is still icky, but not as much as the other girls. She likes to join in when we throw mud, worms, or wrestle. She's ok, but I'll never tell her that.

Once everyone finally came to the park we had a lot of fun. Naruto's Aunt Tsunade and Uncle Jiraiya watched us as we swung on the swings, slide down the slide, play tag, red light green light, and hide-n-go-seek. I like playing with Naruto, but I love it when everyone comes together to play.

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It was sundown when all of the kids finally left. Aunt Tsunade and Uncle Jiraiya walked Naruto and me to my house before heading home.

"We're home!" Naruto cheered as he busted through the door.

"You could hear you coming a mile away, son." Godfather Minato smiled as he hugged us. "Did you two have fun with all of your little friends?"

"Yeah. We played all kind of games and swung on the swings, oh and Shino showed us some more of his really cool bugs." I smiled.

"That's great, honey. Dinner's not ready yet. Why don't you guys go play in your room until we call you."

"Ok Mom. Come on Naruto, let's go see if Itachi will tell us another ANBU story." I smiled as I dragged him to Itachi's room.

"Itachi! Itachi!" We called.

When we came into his room, Itachi was taking his ANBU armor off. "Yes little brothers?" He smiled while ruffling our hair.

"Big brother, we wanna hear another one of your awesome ANBU stories." I smiled while jumping up and down with excitement.

"Yeah Itachi. Pretty please with sugar on the top."

"Not right now, but I promise I will tell you one story right before Godmother Kushina and Godfather Minato takes Naruto home, ok?"

"OK!" Naruto and I cheered before Itachi ruffled our hair again.

"Why don't you guys go play in Sasuke's room, but you better be on the lookout because… I HEARD THE BOOGIEMAN IS ON THE LOOSE!" Itachi growled, pretending to be the Boogieman, while he chased us out of his room.

We ran all the way into my room, locked the door, and panted the whole time as we slid to the floor. "Your brother is the coolest." Naruto cheered.

"I know."

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"I'm not being the princess." I huffed with my arms crossed.

"But you have to, S'uke."

"Why should I?" I glared at him.

"Because you're the girliest and youngest out of the two of us."

"Am not Naru. You're only saying that because you're the oldest and because you don't bathe."

"Yes I do. My last bath was five days ago!"

"My point exactly… I'm not being the princess."

"If you be the princess… I'll do whatever you say for the rest of the week." He begged.

"Ohhhh. I like being in charge. Ok, I'll do it!" I cheered before climbing on top of my bed.

Naruto took eight of my toys and placed them in front of my bed. Those are the bad guys. When Naruto gave me the signal, I started to act like a princess trapped in a tower. Just like all of the princesses in the stories Mom and Godmother Kushina would read us.

"Help me Naruto! Save me from all of the big bad monsters!"

"Don't worry Princess Sasuke, Hokage Naruto will save you!" He yelled before attacking each stuffed animal. "Oh no! There are too many! Looks like Hokage Naruto needs the help of his trusty fox. Come Kyuubi, we have a princess to save!"

"What are you two doing?"

"Hi Uncle Orochimaru!" Both Naruto and I yelled before running to hug his legs.

"Hi Naruto and Sasuke. So, what are you two doing in here?" He smiled.

"I'm Princess Sasuke."

"And I'm Hokage Naruto with my trusty fox, Kyuubi! We're pretending, just like the characters in all of the story books that Mom and Godmother Mikoto read to us at night." Naruto smiled.

"That's wonderful guys, but I need to speak with Princess Sasuke for a little bit."

"Awe, but Uncle Oro. I was about to be rescued." I whined.

"You can get rescued after I'm done talking to you." He smiled before leaning down to whisper in my ear. "Besides, it's a surprised for Naruto and you don't wanna ruin it, right Sasuke?"

"I'll be right back, Naru."

"Hurry back. It won't be the same without Princess Sasuke."

Uncle Oro led me into the hallway before shutting my door so that Naruto couldn't hear. "You love your Uncle Oro, right?" I nodded. "And you'd do anything for me, right?" I nodded again. "Ok, well can you keep a secret?" I nodded. "Well I've heard that Godmother Kushina and Godfather Minato were planning on giving something special to Naruto, but they wanted me to give it to him instead. But I can't do it alone so I need your help."

"Sure Uncle Oro. I'll do anything." I smiled.

"Good. Now after dinner, I want you to bring Naruto down to the basement. I want you to distract him by playing a game while I get everything setup. Can you do that for me?"

"You can count of me, Uncle!"

"Good. Now go back in there and get rescued by Hokage Naruto and Kyuubi. But remember… it's a secret."

I nodded before running back into my room. "What did Uncle Orochimaru talk to you about?"

I just smiled while shaking my head. "It's a secret."

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After dinner, I did what Uncle Orochimaru told me to do. We went into the basement and waited for my uncle to tell us what to do. "Ok guys, we're going to play a little game called Hide-n-Seek."

"We know how to play that!" Naruto cheered.

"Good. Ok Sasuke. I want you to count while Naruto and I "hide". Ok?"

"Ok Uncle Orochimaru." I walked over to the wall and covered my eyes while they hid. "8…9…10! Ready or not here I come!" I called. I started to walk around the almost dark and large basement. "Where are they?"

"AHHHH!"

"Naruto?" I ran to the furthest part of the basement to see that there was a door there. "Where does this lead?"

"AHHH!"

Without thinking about anything else I opened the door to see a naked Naruto strapped to a table with my uncle hovering over him and a giant red chakra cloud filling the room. "NARUTO? UNCLE OROCHIMARU? WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO NARU?"

"I'm making him better, Little Sasuke. The minute I saw this boy, I knew he was special enough to seal the almighty Nine-Tailed Kyuubi inside of him."

I didn't know what was going on, but I knew it was bad. "I'm telling on you." As quickly as I could I tried to run to the basement door. But before I could get there, snakes wrapped around my body and brought me down hard onto the floor. I tried to move, but couldn't. So, I did the next best thing… I screamed. "MOM! DAD! ITACHI! HELP! SOMEONE~!" I was cut off when I felt a snake's tail cover my mouth.

"You're not going or saying anything. Now be a good boy and stay there while Uncle Orochimaru finishes his experiment." I couldn't do anything. I was helpless as I watched my uncle hurt my best friend. The chakra cloud started to quickly disappear into Naruto's body. I cried harder every time Naruto screamed louder. My eyes widen when I saw the chakra cloud make a scary face before finally disappearing into Naruto's body. "SUCCESS! IT IS COMPLETE! Now, it's time for the final process." I watched as my uncle placed Naruto's body into a glass container. In the container, Naruto's body was completely covered with wires before strange blue liquid filled the container. "Sleep tight, my little prodigy."

"OROCHIMARU!" I turned my head to see my and Naruto's family standing in the basement. Godfather Minato looked at me before glaring hard at Orochimaru. "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO MY SON AND SASUKE?"

"Naruto is now a part of my success collection. Inside of your son's body, dear Lord Hokage, is the most powerful of all demons." Orochimaru's laugh reminded me of the scary laugh that all the bad guys did in my stories.

"OROCHIMARU! HOW DARE YOU SEAL THE KYUUBI INSIDE OF OUR SON!" Godmother Kushina screamed with tears in her eyes.

"It doesn't matter now. There is nothing you can do to save him. Unless… you want to be foolish enough to take me on~" Before anyone knew what happened, Orochimaru disappeared before reappearing behind Godmother Kushina. Everyone's eyes widen when they saw Orochimaru run a blade through her chest. I was so scared. "That is… if you think your men enough to do it."

"KUSHINA!" Godfather Minato looked so sad as he held Godmother Kushina in his arms. She wasn't moving and I couldn't feel her charka anymore. I think she's dead. "YOU'RE GOING TO PAY FOR THAT, OROCHIMARU!"

Godfather Minato charged at Orochimaru with his Rasengan. Orochimaru managed to dodge it and hit him in the side. My daddy and Itachi used their swords when they attacked. I kept crying as I saw my Uncle Orochimaru, the same uncle who smiled at and took care of Naruto and me, kill my Godfather, daddy, and big brother. I tried to inch away from the pool of blood coming towards me. I tried to scream for my mommy to run as I saw Orochimaru walk to her.

"What's the matter little sis? Scared…? You should be…" I think I could feel him smirking.

"His voice and smirks makes me shiver."

"Why did you do this brother? What caused you to do this?" My mommy sounded scared.

"Revenge. You see, little sister, dear old Mommy and Daddy valued more than they ever had me. I strived to become what they wanted me to be. All you had to do was be born. I resented you since the moment you were discovered."

"That's a lie. Our parents loved you just as much I did."

"They wanted nothing to do with me. I was too much of a failure in their eyes. The only reason I was EVER included in family matters was because YOU requested for me to join. The only reason I stayed in that house was because YOU wanted me there. They let me stay because YOU wanted me to. I must thank you for being the only who gave a damn about me, but I still resented you because you had them in the palm of your hands and didn't even know it."

"If you hated me so much, why didn't you just kill me instead of hurting the boys? They have nothing to do with this. They are innocent. Why are you hurting them?"

"Simple. I've been planning for years on how to get my revenge and show the world what this 'failure' could do. Then it hit me. Why not tame the Nine Tails and use it to take over the world. A cliché plan? Yes, but there's a difference. I don't have anyone to stop me. Once I captured the Kyuubi, all I had to do was seal it inside of someone who I could use as a tool. I thought maybe Sasuke. But since he will already posse the Sharingan, he'll be too much of a threat. That's when I turned my attention to Naruto. The only thing special about him is that his father is, was, the Hokage. When he sees Sasuke getting stronger and leaving him behind, Naruto will realize that too. I'm only helping him feel like he actually has a purpose in this forsaken world. Is that too much to ask?"

I've never seen my mommy cry like this before. I think she was even more scared than me. "You're sick." She whispered.

"That maybe true, but it doesn't change what will happen. And since you now know my plans… You're going to have to die. Tell Mommy and Daddy that I said hi, will ya." After he said that, Uncle Orochimaru ran his sword through my mommy's chest. I cried harder when her dead body fell to the floor. There was no one left except Naruto, Orochimaru and me. I felt the snakes around my body disappear, but I didn't move. I couldn't. Everyone I loved died and Naruto's trapped in that glass container. "Stay there Sasuke." I heard Orochimaru say. "I'm going to tell the police about what happened here, but it'll all be a lie. You are not to speak a word of this to ANYONE. You are too important to this experiment for me to kill, but if you disobey me in ANY way… I won't hesitate to show you just how far I will take punishing you without killing you."

I saw Orochimaru leave the basement, but didn't move. My eyes moved to the glass container that held my best friend in it. I felt weak and helpless. My family is dead and Naruto was trapped. I laid on the cold floor only thinking of one thing.

"This is all my fault. Everything. Is. My. Fault. It's all my fault. It's all my fault. It's all my fault."

Author's Note:

Poll Info:

First Poll:

Recently, I've come to the realization that I've become obsessed with NaruSasu or Naruto all together. All of my new ideas have been for Naruto. So to kind of give myself more of a variety, I've opened this poll to ask for your opinion. I have five one-shots for the choices on the poll, obviously, ready to be typed, like I've mentioned above. I just wanted to hear from you guys first. I feel like, as an author, I wanted to get more involved with my fans/readers/reviewers. Call me sensitive. Anyway, the rules for this poll are: You have until June 20th, 2011 to decide the winner for the top two one-shots. You can choose up to two choices. Now, if you pay attention, there will be an 'Other' choice for you to pick. This button is for people who don't like any of the other choices and want to see me post a one-shot for another anime/manga/game/cartoon. Now the rule for that choice is, if you choose that choice, then you must provide me with the name of the anime/manga/game/cartoon and an idea for it. I'll have it ready and maybe add it onto the list of choices. Another rule is that, if you decide to choice the 'Other' choice, then you must make sure that I am familiar with said anime/manga/game/cartoon. But that shouldn't be too much of a problem since all I do is watch/read/breathe that stuff. Lol. Anyway, happy voting and remember… I WANNA HEAR FROM YOU GUYS!

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In this poll I just wanted to see which couple(s) you guys found the best out of all the stories I've written. Don't worry about some of the choices. I have one-shots ready to be posted when the time is right. I will also add more couples. You can chose up to 10 couples. Also don't worry about the poll closing anytime soon. On June 21st, 2012 I will be closing the poll. Happy voting. But, since I can only put one poll at a time, this poll will be posted on June 21st, 2011.