If someone would tell her this few days ago she would smirk at them and told them that he or she is a freaking moron.
Mathematics and magic DO NOT mix - you would say. There is no realation between two of them except: "Do you want to curse someone once or twice, my Dear?"
That's all!
But right now that was all in her head.
Numbers and Spells.
What the heck?
And when she started... she couldn't stop... well... counting.
Four.
Four minutes! That long she was standing in front of the hospital room. This was also the time how long Emma was inside.
Alone!
WITHOUT HER!
It pissed her off because she promised her that she would alaways be there for her...
At her side! ALL THE TIME!
And she was a woman who keep her promises!
Well... she was... until now.
But they pushed her back out of this room! It wasn't her decision!
Just because she threaten the nurses and doctors to curse them to the next millenium if they woulnt take the best care of her wife.
The hubirs of those people!
She is going to rip their fucking hearts out of their bodies.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
In.
Out.
In.
Out.
Ok, ok... it wasn't "exactly" THEIR fault... they just ordered her to leave the room after she started to panic seeing Emma in pain.
First time they suggested it - she simply flipped them off.
Yep, you heard right.
Regina freaking Mills...
Evil freaking Queen from Enchanted Forrest - simply extended her hand and with her middle finger explainded to them what she is thinking about that idea.
Pheasants!
The second time they suggested it - she SNARLED - and in the simplest words she tell them to FUCK OFF.
it felt so awesome! Phew! She had to admitt it!
The third time they said she need to leave the room because she was panicking- she screamed at them.
Ok. Ok.
Soooooo... "m-a-y-b-e" they were right "A little".
But did they expected anything else? The love of her life was in pain, so she was entilted for feeling this way, right?
Yes! She was!
The fourth time it was Emma, who told her to leave.
Oh the betrayal!
Her amazing, wonderfull, sweet... and in incredible pain - wife... took her hand in hers... looked into her eyes... She even managed to fucking s-m-i-l-e!
...and told her.
"Baby, please! You need to take a deep breath and step outside... just for a moment, please..."
"No!" - you said. "If you think that I leave you..."
"Just 5 minutes, Gina. You need to calm yourself down.
"N.. no..."
"I am going to be okay. Please... just 5 minutes"
"I told you before that I will never lea..."
"I know... and you are not leaving..."
"Like hell I don't!"
"You're just... stepping out for a moment... takin a breath of fresh air."
"I... I'm... not..." - you struggled.
"Regina... please... for me?"
You GROWLED.
Swear to god... you g-r-o-w-l-e-d and by the looks on the nurses and doctor faces - they heard it.
Yeah! Fear me ASSHATS! I am mutha fucka Evil Queen!
"Gina... five minutes."
God AllmightY! Those emerald eyes!
"F-I-V-E M-I-N-U-T-E-S" you spelled.
Than you kissed your wife.
Your beloved idiot.
And you left.
Fuck ...
Worst decision you've ever made.
And of course the longest 4 minutes and 15 seconds...
AND COUNTING!
...of your life!
Another scream could be heard from the room.
Forty.
Only forty seconds left.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
You are pacing outside of the room.
She is in there.
You are here.
Your bond is broken.
For now at least.
Ok, ok... you understand on some level that it was meant for her own good.
For the good of your wife.
Thirty five seconds left.
You know that later you'll laugh at it.
Just after you will shower her with kisses and love and promise that you'll never... never again will leve her.
Even for five fucking minutes!
Thirty seconds left.
And she is going to quirk her eyebrows, because she knows you better than you know yourself.
She learned this a long time ago . And than she will laugh off your paranoia and stress. And you'll love her even more for it.
Twenty five seconds.
Can you even love her more?
Not fucking possible, right?
WRONG!
It always change when you see your wife once again.
Twenty seconds remaining.
Every time you see her - you love her more.
And more...
And more.
What the hell is wrong with this freaking time?
Seconds shouldn't suposed to be an HOUR LONG!
Fifteen seconds left!
Awwwww!
FUCK IT!
You enter the room and you are greeted by the pained laugh.
"I knew you woldn't last full five minutes!" And than your gorgeous, amazing, beautiful, stupid wife look at one of the nurses and through clenched teeth she rasps...
"Pay up!"
When you see red faced nurse put the twenty dollars bill under your wife pillow you can't help it.
You laugh.
"I hate you" - you tell your wife and she blows you a kiss.
And the world is beutiful once again.
And you love her even more.
You're not even surprised by that.
Tick... tock...
Tick... tock...
"Okay, Emma - you hear a doctor. "Now it's time for you to push!"
You take your wife by er hand and hold it tight.
"Ok... on three..."
Tick... tock...
And you start counting once again.
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to be continued? :)