Forever and Always
A/N: okie dokie. This is probably the mushiest thing I've ever written. Ya might wanna keep some tissues nearby while reading this. **Bade fluff. (As always)
Beck's POV.
Jade and I were sitting in comfortable silence in my RV, soft music playing in the background. I played with her hair while she looked up at the ceiling as if she were concentrating intently on something.
"Hey Beck, did you know that you indirectly saved my life?" she asked out of nowhere. I looked questioningly at her. "What?" I asked, confused. She sighed. "Well, you know that my childhood wasn't very good, which is kind of the reason I am the way I am now." I nodded. She had already told me about how she had been neglected by her Father and somewhat abused before. She had been through a lot. For example, when she was 10 years old, some of her older "friends" had tricked her into getting stung by a bunch of hornets and she was in the hospital for a week. She had also told me that she had been loved only conditionally, rejected and heart broken. When she turned 13, she bought a whole new wardrobe, pierced her nose and eyebrow, and got a tattoo.
"The day I met you, I had planned to kill myself. I was tired of everything and it was just too overbearing. Then I met you and saw something in you that made me think that maybe you were worth something. I decided that I would at least wait and see if you had any value. Turns out you do, and now you are basically my reason to live."
I looked at her, a shocked expression on my face as this information sank in. "Jade, I had no idea." I told her. "Well, now you do." She replied. I tried to find the words to say, but came up empty-handed. "Ever wonder why I'm so possessive of you?" She asked. "I'm so afraid that I'm going to lose you. And if that ever happened, I don't really know what I'd do. I probably would kill myself." She murmured softly.
"Jade, I love you. You are my world. I feel exactly the same way about you. And I am so sorry that you've had it hard. If it were up to me, I never would have let you suffer all that pain." I told her sincerely. "I know. But you can't help what's happened before. And you most definitely do make it all better now. We can't go back and change the past, but we can always move on and make better decisions. Yeah, I wish I could've been happier back then, but that's all over now. I can't forget, but I can always keep going. And you make it all possible. I love you more than anything in this world. I love you more than myself. I would do anything for you, and I know the feeling's mutual. I'm so glad I met you two years ago, because look at all I would've missed if I hadn't." She took a deep breath. Her eyes were brimmed with tears. It really means a lot for her to say all those things. Jade rarely admits her feelings, besides anger, anyway. And I felt very happy to have her say all that. I truly had found my soul mate when I met her. I didn't say anything; I couldn't. I just leaned forward and kissed her passionately. I smoothed her hair and she ran her fingers through mine. The kiss deepened, our lips moving steadily against each others, as I turned all the newly found information over in my mind. I gently broke the kiss, and she rested her head on my shoulder. "I love you," I stated. "Love you too," she replied.
"Forever"
"And always"
A/N: Awwww! Bademance! Haha. I love it. What do YOU think? PLEASE tell me. Because reviews make me want to write more and more… even if you don't like it tell me so I can fix it! :D