I Wouldn't Leave If You Let Me
Summary: Sometimes, Jacob could be a little impulsive, grabbing her arm, shaking her, yelling, and, when the anger got to be too much to contain, Jacob liked to throw things, so Bella wasn't afraid. Because Jacob would never hurt her.
"I love you in my very own way.
Like a stone loves the mosses around it
Like a sea loves the pebbles in it
Like a coincidence...
Taking you as the way you are,
With all the bruises, scars and broken parts all around you and your heart.
I love you in my very own way
By throwing the stone, the mosses, the sea and the pebbles to your head
Like i want to kill you.
Just because of envying the love
That my heart spend on you."
― Arzum Uzun
For as long as she can remember it has always been JacobandBella. She belonged to him and he belonged to her. It was an undeniable trust in her life. Something as instinctively known to her as breathing. Bella knew that as long as Jacob was in her life then she would never, ever be alone.
They were both born the same day, at the same time, in different hospitals. Charlie always said that they had been inseparable since birth. He always told stories about how she used to crawl into Jacob's crib whenever he left her at Billy's and they'd find them curled around each other like the Yin and Yang symbol. There were pictures of them and everything.
They didn't need words to communicate, Jacob could hear Bella's thoughts as easily as his own and Bella read Jacob's moods like she was feeling them herself.
It was like they were two halves of the same soul. Almost as if they shared the same heart.
Jacob loved her more than anyone and she needed him more than anyone. She figured that balanced them out.
She was wrong
The toxic behaviors were there before you decided to enter into relationships with them. The signs were there. You may have chosen to look the other way, but the signs were there."
—Psychotherapist from Type 1 Sociopath