With A Little Help From My Friends - The Beatles

"One of these days you are going to get what you deserve!" the girl hissed at Sirius and ran away, I watched this exchange from behind and once she was gone I walked up to him.

"You know," I began, "she's right, karma isn't going to be very nice to you."

He just shrugged, "Hey, Love, why haven't I been seeing you around lately?"

This made me turn my head towards him and give him a confused look, trying as hard as I could not to get lost in those mysterious grey eyes, "Have we ever seen each other around a lot?"

This made him think, "First year when you had a crush on me." The statement came out as more of a question.

I simply put my hand on his shoulder and giggle, "Honey, I've never had a crush on you."

"Well, you wanna go on a date one day?" he asked.

I attempted to raise an eyebrow, knowing that I probably looked ridiculous, "I couldn't do that to Avery." I gave him a soft smile.

I am Sirius Black's only girl friend, girl who is a friend. He says it's because I'm too nice to just randomly snog. Sirius is the boy at our school who flips that black hair and every girl swoons or flexes his muscles and there are girl waiting to shag him. He dumps a girl before the relationship can go more than a week. Lily, my best mate, says that I am going to be the girl to finally break Sirius, but I think that she just says that because she is the girl that finally broke James Potter. James is Sirius' best mate and he is more in love with Lily than I ever knew possible. I don't believe in love, but I think James and Lily is the exception to the rule. They have been together for about a year now and they never seem to fight for very long.

For years Lily had shot James down, but eventually she had finally said yes and they have been attached at the hip since. They are so cute together, I know that James would die for Lily and I know Lily would do the same for him.

"He hurt another girl." I said sadly as I walked into my room. Lily, simply looked up in confusion, "He just broke another innocent girl's heart and didn't even care." I wanted to hate Sirius, I really did, but when I saw how he treated his friends I knew that there was more to him. I believe there is a reason for everything people do and that's no different for Sirius. He is one of those people who believe in love, I think he is scared of someone being able to hurt him.

At that a sad smile made its way to Lily's lips, "Well, I have an idea," I jumped onto her bed with crossed legs eager to hear what she was going to say, "make Sirius fall in love and make him feel what those girls felt."

I raised an eyebrow at my evil friend, "You are going to hurt the love of your life's best mate like that?"

"Sirius deserves it." Lily is more devious than me, but I knew she wouldn't usually do this. Then I remembered that Sirius had wormed his way into her sister's heart last summer and crushed it into a million pieces. Sirius had been the only wizard that Petunia had liked and while they were dating Lily and her relationship got a lot better. Lily and her sister hate each other again and after Sirius did this to Petunia made their relationship even worse than it ever was.

I hesitated, "I don't know if I can do that." I looked down at my hands, "I know that he isn't all bad, it would just make him worse if someone broke his heart. Anyhow what girl could resist his charm enough to do it?"

I was never the kind of person to open up to people, so Lily didn't know about my family and she most definitely didn't know about my crush on Sirius. It was probably the reason she said, "Well you of course!"

I let out a sigh, I didn't want to deny Lily, but I couldn't do such a thing to Sirius. I thought about the best response, "I usually bump into him at Hogsmead, I'll make up my mind then."

Lily's face turned worried, "Friday night it the full moon." She said it in a quiet, scared voice.

"I know," I spoke in the same tone, "I am scared to be a werewolf too." We looked at each other, we were both deathly afraid of werewolves. I knew that Lily knew something about werewolves that I didn't, but I didn't want to know.

Lily flipped her red hair and put on her happy face even though her emerald green eyes stayed the same sad shade, "Please let me do your makeover anyways! Anyhow I don't know if you will find Sirius at Hogsmead."

I laughed at that, "It's Sirius Black with a candy shop nearby and okay about the makeover." She laughed along with me, her laugh seemed almost force. I hate when people know something that I don't, but I never told Lily. I accept that she has secrets from me, I have them from her. I know that Lily is there for me for anything, but I don't know how to tell her anything. There are walls in my heart and I can't let them fall down.