iDon't Want You To DieSummary- Freddie befriended Griffin since Griffin is dating Carly. Griffin and Freddie got in a motorcycle accident. Now, Freddie's in a coma. How come Freddie got hurt and Griffin didn't? Sam's going to find out. Seddie. Co-written with randomness 101-Seddie Fan. Crappy title awesome story! I -Neither I (Andrea) nor Sparkly2295 owns iCarlyChapter 1Sam's POVEver felt as if your heart could break any second? You feel hurt and sad and nervous all at the same time? Like your life is going to end the second someone else's does? Because they're all that matters about life. Because they are your life.

They're the air you breathe or the center of the universe. Or both. You feel as if nothing, and I mean nothing, matters more than that person being perfectly ok or for them to be with you no matter what? I have..

You don't want to feel it. Or see it. Or act like you feel it or act like you see it and all of that chiz. It worse than hell on earth. Because the anticipation starts to eat you alive. And as it eats you up it spreads. The anticipation grows and grows until you can't take it anymore.

I'm far past that point. I stare at the motionless body in front of me. I could see his chest moving up and down from the breathing. His face was pale and his lips were colorless. He looked lifeless.

The same way he's looked for the past 2 months. In a coma for 2 months. My boyfriend in a coma for 2 months. And to think it all started with a motorcycle accident.

Flashback"Hey Sam, are you going to help me?" Carly asked from the kitchen.

"Ew, no, I don't wanna help you make that poison," I said, ripping another piece of chicken off of the chicken leg with my teeth.

"It's not poison, it's delicious lemonade!" Carly defended.

"How about that cat?" I asked.

"We aren't talking about the cat!" Carly screamed. I just shrugged it off and ate some more chicken and kept watching Drew and Jerry.

RRRIIINNNGGGCarly, the phone's ringing!" I called.

"Answer it," Carly commanded.

"Why?" I asked.

"You're right next to it!" she yelled

"And….." I asked, not taking my eyes off the TV.

"Uh," she groaned, stomping over to the phone and picking it up.

"Hey this is the Shay residence, Carly speaking," Carly said. "If you're that weird stalker lady, Nancy, please hang up. If you aren't, good for you, you aren't a freaky stalker stalking a teenage girl and her brother."

Carly's smile faded into a look of urgency.

"Which hospital?" she asked, running to get a pen and paper. That got my attention, I shot up and set my chicken leg down.

"Wait, don't tell me yet I need to find a pen!" Carly shouted in the phone. "No, please don't hang up! Ok, found one! Darn, it's out of ink! Stupid inkless pen." Carly ran around looking for another.

"Ok, got one, what's the hospital and room number again?" she asked. "Ok, thanks." She hung up the phone.

"What happened?" I asked.

"The guys got in a motorcycle accident," she answered.

End Flashback

I stared at him. The way I've been for the past 2 months. I barely left the hospital, heck, I barely left the room. Carly stopped coming every day. Now she only comes every other day, sometimes every 3 days. She hasn't come in a week. Says she's busy with homework.I know that's a lie.

She's lost hope. But I haven't, I'm still here. All day, every day. Waiting for him to wake up. Because he will wake up, I know it. He has to. I realized I was crying. It's been happening so often lately it just felt so natural I didn't notice anymore.

"Sam," Rebecca started, trying to see if it was a good time.

Rebecca is one of the nurses helping him. Since I barely left I knew all the nurses by name. Rebecca is the youngest, only 23, but she's just an intern.

"Come in," I smiled weakly.

I haven't smiled in a while. I've had forced smiles but not a genuine one, not since it happened.

"Hey hun, how you holding up?" Rebecca asked, taking a seat next to me.

"Better than most days," I said.

"You need to get some fresh air," she smiled. "Feel the sun on your skin, let the rain fall on your face."

"I will," I told her.

"As soon as he wakes up?" she guessed.

This was the same answer I've given her since the day she asked; and it wasn't about to change.

"As soon as he wakes up," I repeated, a distant expression on my face.

"You need to move on, girl," she encouraged.

"No, not without him," I told her.

"Why do you love him so much?" Rebecca asked.

"He…. Gets me," I blushed. "He understands me, he sees potential in me… He loves me." I looked at him, and Rebecca followed my glaze.

"He's a fighter," she said.

"I know," I said.

"He's also a cute one," she smirked.

"I know," I smiled.

"Can I ask you a question?" she asked.

"Sure," I smiled. "Anything."

"Do you think it's weird how he got hurt and that other boy walked away without a scratch?" she asked.

"Well, now that I think about it…" I trailed off, thinking.

Did Griffin try to kill Freddie?

Did he? Well, Sam's going to find out! BTW if you didn't follow all of that Carly's dating Griffin and Sam's dating Freddie. Freddie and Griffin got into a motorcycle accident. Freddie's in a coma, and Griffin's totally unharmed.

Phew! That was a lot of explaining! LOL. Well, please review you guys!

Love always,

-randomness

Sparky2295's A.N.: Hey guys! This is my first story with another author, and randomness was really easy and fun to work with! So like she said, please review! Thanks!