Lust
Licking my lips.
Feeling them freeze
In the cold bitter wind,
My heart's set abreeze.
I wish you were here,
You're always near
But never with me
Why can't I be
myself without you.
Present
Wishing I wanted you
The way you want me
But can't you see,
We just weren't meant to be.
Reminiscing
Shut up, shut up.
You bore me to tears.
While I listen to you drone
My hair tickles my ears.
Why am I here.
Why do you care?
Time feels like it stops,
As my stomach drops.
And you enter the room,
Bitch
I don't stay this way for long;
I'm sorry,
I was wrong.
This whole thing is a mess,
A mistake I made,
I hope you're not mad,
Or thinking of that blade.
Sharp Edges
Like the point of your words,
It burns
I feel alive
Like I never do
When you look at me
With your killer lies.
I want more.
I lust
I doubt
I trust.
LEAVE ME ALONE.
Lost
I remember the summer
I got your number
The world was a blissful place
And then enter the dark,
She, like you, has left her mark.
Paranoid,
I don't want to go back.
But I want you to have moved on, with me.
Bored
Like the ticking of a clock,
Time seems slow.
Tick tock.
I no longer want to be your slave,
Tick tock.
Dear time,
Tick tock,
Set me free
Tick tock,
'cause I haven't seen the sun in a while.
Winter.
I don't like cold.
I don't like hats.
I like the heat,
From your embrace.
Nice and warm,
It's a great contrast.
You take me into your arms.
Life is perfect, it seems.
Too bad this is just a dream.
Write
I'm sitting here, writing a poem.
Why aren't I there,
Well it's quite simple.
The weather outside is frightening.
Cold and windy,
Like the lightning.
That stabs me.
And terrifies you.
Ever so much.
Luminescent
Tiny
Circles
Scatter throughout the sky
I wish I could too,
Take flight.
And flare up brightly
Even just for a second in the night.
Glow
You omit
A strange energy
I'll try to capture
But never succeed
Because what you have,
It's greater than my greed.
Smile
It's so hard,
Just to twist my mouth
I want to part it so badly,
In an embrace of a smile.
But you make me wild,
My emotions go nuts,
And as ecstasy turns into honesty,
I realize you make me want to die.
I want to curl up into a ball
And cry
Because in this twisted game,
I so badly want you
To scream my name.
Sick
You make me want to die
My thoughts led astray
While your moving face
Smells like an ashtray.
Fuck you
Go die.
I can't be seen with you,
I'm actually pretty shy.
Mind
The only person I ever want to see,
Seems to be right in front of me.
But ever so far away.
Lead me off the path,
Make me yours.
I promise I don't bite too hard,
So long as you choose me.
Friends
Don't tell me this crap,
I know she's the one,
You never think about how I might feel
Until you're done.
Don't you think,
I might be in love,
With you,
The very one I'm complaining of.
Imagine
A place
Where I could be me
And you could be you
Would we be all that different?
Lost in time
Would I be the same?
I wonder, would you be mine?
Effort
I'm trying
I'm failing
Someone keep me from falling down
So fast I can't pick myself up
He says I'm not good enough.
I say I couldn't be more perfect for him.
You say I'm amazing.
I say I suck.
Someone save me,
Why doesn't the person I want to be with most;
Want the same.
Life
Flies,
High into the sky.
I love.
I want you.
Snow falls softly.
And I crash to the ground.
Sinking further.
The air gets hotter.
Why am I here?
I can see only red.
I wish I was dead.
Fun
Kids swinging on a swing.
I fall lightly to the ground.
The birds dawdle,
The hidden cats barely making any sound.
Pounce, die.
It's all the same.
When there's no one left to defend,
Our innocence
Comes to an end.
Lust/Love
Your hands like fire
Like silk on my skin
You bite me,
I let you in.
You sink into my head
I welcome you
Enjoying the rest
Surrender.
Everyone's
A letdown
No one left
To walk in this town.
Your task was so simple.
Almost already done right.
But you had to fuck it up,
Just like I knew you might.
Liar, liar
Hanging from a telephone wire
I bet it was a shock
When they found her in a situation just as dire.
And the liar's demise,