This idea just came to me as I was listening to this song so I hope you like it : )
Song of inspiration for this: the finish line by train, obviously
Disclaimer: I do not own any lines or characters all rights go to the amazing Veronica Roth
I thought I knew it all
How to escape the pain that accompanied my past.
I've been through a high, said all my goodbyes, learned to run before I learned to crawl
I said goodbye to Abnegation, and traded my weakness for ferocity.
It's not worth fighting for, if one of us is sure
I am sure. Tris changed me, showed me how to live and to love.
And one of us is dying, trying to find love's door
But Tris does not love me back, at least not the way that I love her.
I have waited all my life to paint these cities red with thoughts I've always had here, stuck inside my head
The pain I felt as a child, the unbelonging in Dauntless, and mow the anguish of never knowing if Tris truly loves me.
It's not worth waiting for, if one of us is sure
I am sure. I love Tris. And she knows that.
And one of us is dying, trying to find love's door
She doesn't not love me, but I can feel that she is too immersed in her grief and guilt to trust me that much, to trust me enough to look past all of that. But that's what she did for me
When we learn how to fly, we forget how to walk
Maybe I cannot fly, but I would carry Tris if the weight of life was too much for her
When we learn how to sing, don't want to hear each other talk
I would never grow tired of hearing Tris talk, as long as she is saying,' I love you'
Here we are at the finish line
But I can still hope for that perfection, even if it is unattainable
And you, you really thought you knew, everything to do, with holding on to me
Yes, Tris and I are still together, but sometimes I wonder if she's only holding on to me because I am simply her only ties to her past, a happier, easier past
But holing on this time is making me slip right through your hands
And that is not the reason I want her to stay with me
And you don't understand, trying to find love yourself
She doesn't understand. I am the only one who will always love her, no matter what.
When you find who you are, and forget about me
Will she forget about me? Will she be too concentrated on what she has done, and what she has lost?
Here we are at the finish line
Just then my cell door opens. I am escorted to a room, and I see Tris.
Dead.
This is my ending, then. My finish line.
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