My Grief is an Ocean (and I'm Drowning) by UnraveledMind

after much digging around on google I think I located the story I'm looking for..."My Grief is an Ocean (and I'm Drowning) by UnraveledMind" unfortunately it's deleted... does anyone have a copy of it? I can't find the author anywhere so I cat get into contact with them to ask... or does anyone know if its posted elsewhere?

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I cant remember if it was from here or Archive of our own... I've tried googling it nonstop and just cant find it...clarke has amnesia and doesn't remember who she is... I seem to remember clarke had escaped from the mountain and they were doing experiments on her, I think she was also pregnant as well (the mountain still has the kid I think)... clarke and lexa have two kids as well... I think clarke might have been an abnormally strong omega as well...any help would be appreciated ... maybe it's deleted? because I cant find it anywhere.