No, I'm not going RobRae just yet, my fellow go-ers… I'm a having a 'Widening my horizon' craze right now. So, yeah. The whole fic is in Robin's POV. After this, I'm gonna write stories about an anime I dearly miss, Ranma ½. So, till then, CIAO! –This is a oneshot, by the way-
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I couldn't believe it. I shouldn't believe it. I CAN'T believe it! Yet, I have to believe it.
She's gone, and it's all because of me. I just stood there, like a deer in the headlights.
I stood there as she faced her death sentence. She died because we were in love. Because she loved me. And I loved her.
I can't sleep. I keep thinking about the accident. Sweat runs down my entire body, with some of it going into my unmasked eyes.
I don't wear my mask anymore. Everyone who I care about can take care of himself or herself. Besides, I feel as if I'm hiding behind it. I hate hiding. Hiding are for cowards. Cowards fear. Fear is what made me fail to protect her. And that costed her life.
I hear knocking coming from the door.
I open it, just to see Raven.
"Are you alright? You missed breakfast so I got worried…" She said with a worried expression. She's cute when she worries.
Raven. She's been helping me get through this whole thing. Most people would just go crazy after getting a big blow like that. But thank God I'm still sane. And it's all thanks to Raven. Independable, strong Raven. My beautiful, sweet, caring Raven.
I smile and then say, "I'm fine. Just over-slept a little." "This late? It's almost noon! You were thinking about her again, weren't you?" She says.
Damn, I forgot she's telepathic.
"I know you're still hurting about the loss, I miss her too, but you really should-"
"I know, I know… Think nothing more of than the past. What's done is done. I can't change the truth no matter how much I may dislike it." I interrupt. "I know it all to well…" I say softly.
"If you know it all too well, then why don't you follow your own advice? I just don't want-"
I again interrupt her but, this time, not with words but instead with a kiss. I slowly pull back. She's blushing.
"Don't worry. I've told you. I'll be fine. I know I shouldn't think too much about her, but nothing bad's gonna happen if I think about it for a brief moment." I say.
"Five whole hours is not a brief moment." She says sternly but still blushing.
I laugh. "Okay, I'll try to make it briefer, then."
Her expression softens. "Just don't do things I don't want you to do."
"And that would be…" I say, pretending to not know.
"Hurt yourself." She says.
I sigh. "You really shouldn't worry about me like this,"
"But-" I hug her, interrupting her for the third time.
"I said don't worry. I may still be in love with her, but I can never be with her. And besides, I-"
She pulls away quickly, before I finish my sentence.
"Don't say those three words. They hurt too much." She says. I think she doesn't want to be reminded of love because the first time she fell in love was with that liar Malchior.
She's turning to leave.
I run up to her and hug her from behind. "I love you. Nothing can change that. I need you, don't leave me."
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Well, that was short. What counts is that I tried. It's been so long I've written fanfics that I think I've forgotten how… anyway in case I remember, do you want me to make a sequel or continue it? Review! The more the reviews, the better the chance of me updating…