Hello to everyone out their in fanfictionland.. I'm back with another one-shot.. I know your probably wondering how come i've not written anything for my chapter fics in a long time and that is mainly because i'm running on empty for all of them.. I'm also thinking of writing You Promised all over again and have it just focus on Taylor as it is a little confusing to read.. So yes enjoy this piece and let me know where i can make it better. I always like to know where i can improve

WhyDoesItHaveToRainOnMyParade

"Do you love me?" I asked my boyfriend as I twisted some of my hair around my finger.

"Of course I do." He answered looking down to me. He rested his hands on my waist "What's brought this on?" He then went on to ask me before I could say anything to him.

"I was just wondering" I answered

"Then why ask" He said to me.

"It's just how come you never tell me that you love me." I say to him. We had been together since are junior year in high school and well now it was coming to the end of Senior and he had only ever once told me that he loved me

I could see that he was stumped for what to say so then went on to say "It doesn't really matter"

"Of course it matters" He says to me pulling me closer to him. "I just find it hard to tell people my feelings"

"Oh" I say understanding what he meant when he said that he found it hard to talk about his feelings. When he was little his mom left and his father couldn't really cope so he was sent to live with his aunt and uncle who had never really cared for him as they were always away on business.

"So yeah that' why I can't say it" He said to me.

"Oh alright" I say. I would just like for once to hear him tell me that he loved me. I mean he knew that I wasn't going to be going anywhere anytime soon. Though I guess he believed that I was gonna leave him like everyone else that he got close to did.

"Though you know how i feel about you" He says to me

"I do" I say to him "I'd just like you to tell me once in a while"

He removed his hands from my waist "I'll tell you when I feel like I can" He said to me

"But why not now?" I asked

"Because I'm scared" He admitted to me

I sighed "I'm not gonna be like your perants and your aunt and uncle. I'm gonna be their for you whenever you need me" I reassure him.

"I'm sorry" He tells me

"It's ok. I know how you feel. You can tell me those three little words when your ready" I say to him. I get up on my tiptoes and press a gentle kiss on his lips.

When I pull away from him he says to me "I love you"

I smiled when he said that. I responded with "I love you, to"