I'm trying not to love you,
I'm trying not to care,
I'm trying not to live my life wishing you were there.
I'm praying that one day I'll wake up, and not love you anymore,
because I know that you would never love a girl like me.
But I've been crying every night, dying inside every day,
seeing you with that pretty girl,
that's normal in every way.
I know I would drop everything,
just to be with him.
I hate that he does that to me,
I hate that I care.
I wish, oh I wish he did too,
but why should I even bother?
Oh yeah, now I remember.
It's because I fucking love you.
Hey guys.
So I wrote this because it's about my first heart break.
There was this boy in school, he was funny kind and handsome,
but he was a heart breaker.
My friends thought it would be cool to ask him out for me.
When they did he said that he said that he didn't date emo's.
That hurt. Alot.
I'm still not completely over him. But I need to try.
And I wanted to that my readers for being so supportive of my fanfictions.
And I wanted to tell you that I will be putting up the next chappie to Eclipse With A Twist!