Hey, this is my first fanfiction :p, so please review…um yeah…
DISCLAIMER: I don't own godchild or count cain or any of the characters.. that would be kaori yuki's privilege and yeah :D tell me what you think…
What is it that you see in me?
That stopped you in your tracks
Do you see me for who I was?
That crying child, alone…afraid…misguided without you
Do you see me as that Cain?
He who bears the name of the world's first murderer?
Do you see me as that chipped angel?
The one who didn't even deserve his very own wings?
What do you see in me Riff?
When you look at me with those translucent silver eyes
What is it that you hold toward me?
Loyalty, duty, rage care?, Concern, guilt, disdain, resentment, indifference, fury?
Love? Hate?
What is it that you seek from me?
Comfort, acceptance, loyalty, love?
Is that what you wanted?
For me to love you
For me to love your transient form
I LOVE YOU RIFF, I FUCKING LOVE YOU RIFFAEL RAFFIT,
Is that what you needed to hear? Lest I speak again
Is that what you all you wanted, to find me, to hold me,
To lull me into a false sense of security just to hurt me
To betray me
Those tears that you stopped me from shedding, will you be the one to make me shed them now?
Will you be the one to finally tear me apart?
Lest Alexis couldn't finish the job
What was it that you saw in me?
That made you just pick up and leave
Do you hate me for who I've become?
For holding on to you so tightly?
For requesting that you accompany me to hell
…what is it that you see in me, in those quiet unspoken moments, when it feels as though my heart could burst into two…
Could it be that you feel it too?