I dont own The Twilight characters.
This story takes place during New Moon, Bellas thoughts to Edward After he left her.
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the song i used was:
The Red Jumpsuit Apperatus- My Guardian Angel
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Always waiting.
Edward, I never thought it would end like this, I never imagined that my heart could hurt this bad just from those four words "I dont want you.." How could you.. did all the I love you's, and forever's mean nothing to you? Now as im standing in our meadow everything looks so bleak, the trees are bare from the falling leaves, the water is froozen over from the cold winter air, everything that used to be so lovely about this place has diappeared.
When
I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now
that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and
breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can
be the one
You were my everything, I just wish i understood why, or how you could just leave me there in tears. What hurt even more was your emotionless eyes, no hint of regret, no sign of sadness. I wish this never happened to us, I wish you were with me. My heart is breaking by the minute just being here; all the happy moments together when it seemed we would be together always, are playing back in my head.
I
will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be
there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
My memories of you are so clear, that smile of yours that always seemed to make my knees go week. Your touch that made me feel like my body was melting. Everything about you made me feel loved. There could never be anything between anyone, as strong as what we had or so I thought,
It's
ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are
crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and
nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
As I lay here on this cold snow tears falling down my face, I felt sorry for myself, discusted even. I love you and I always will, if I had to i would wait a hundred years just to be with you. Part of my heart was telling me to keep hope, that someday you would come back to me. Even if it was just a small part of me, I wanted to believe it so much.
I
will never let you fall Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole
heart
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be
there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to
heaven
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please
don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
It was just something about him that made me believe he didnt mean a thing he said, but at this moment i could have cared less. All his words were racing through me, "I dont want you," "were leaving," "my family and I" I wanted to ask so many questions but i was floored, my mouth would'nt make a sound. I was afraid if I did speak I would break down right in front of him. When he ran from me i wanted to chase him, but my human body could'nt keep up with what i wanted,
I wanted him, I wanted Edward Cullen, I wanted my bronze haired vampire back.
Use
me as you will I will never
let you fall
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know
I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for
you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven......