Disclaimer- I Do not own these charecters or the story. They belong to Stephenie Meyer. Not me!!!

N/A- This is my first fan fict ever so don't shott me cause it sucks. I'd love to hear your comments good and bad. Please R&R!!

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Edwards Point Of View

She walked down the aisle as graceful as could be, for her. Her eyes met mine as she floated down the aisle and we both broke out smiling.

She was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen and I wasn't the only one to think so:

My baby girl is getting married Ohh look at her Alice did such a wonderful job, she looks like a queen. I never thought I would see the day that my little girl would be in a white dress. Renne.

Edward I know she looks great but shut your mouth or you will let flies in. Alice.

Charlie was walking his daughter down the aisle as he was staring me down. If you lay a hand on my daughter I will hunt your down. You will have nowhere to hide. Your rich doctor father can't protect you for the rest of your life. And i have a bullet with your name on it.

Charlie placed Bella's hand in mine. Her hand felt warm and soft in my stone cold one. My angle smiled at me; if I had a heart it would have skipped at beat.

I love her; I love her more than anything in this world, more than anything in the solar system. She is my world. She will always be my world.

I was so lost in her deep brown eyes that when she moved her perfectly formed mouth and crocked out the words "I do" I wanted to cry, if it was possible.

When I said my binding words of "I do" my voice rang throw the silent hall.

Her eyes were filled with treas. When Mr. Webber said, "By the power vested in me by the State of Washington, I now pronounce you husband and wife, you may kiss your bride". Instantly my hands were on her face wiping away he tears. She flung her arms around my neck and started kissing me pationatlly. I couldn't resist and started to kiss her back....her lips molded to mine and they moved together.

Ha ha ha ha go get at room, lover boy. Emmet

No one wants to see that it looks like he's going to rip her face off. Mike

Ohh they are so cute. Ohh my baby is married to such a nice young boy, I can't wait until they have children. Little Bellas and little Edwards running around the place. Ohh that would be so wonderful. Renne

Hey Edward, you are making people uncomfortable. You should stop, save it for the honeymoon. Jasper.

I took a step backward, but Bella came with me. So I took her hands form around my neck and placed them on her stomachso she would understand. She did and unwillingly dropped her arms. I took one of her hands in mine and we walked down the aisle (this time as husband and wife). We said goodbye to our family and friends with hugs and kisses. Then Bella and I were off to the airport to catch our plane.

It was a fifteen hour flight from Washington to Rio, then an hour and a half boat ride to Esme Isle.

When we got to the dock the sun was setting. I turned off the engine and looked at my angle. We both broke out smiling in the same exact same second. I took Bella in my arms then jumped from the boat onto the dock. I kissed her softly on the lips as I ran us into the house. I laid her gently on the bed and carefully claimed on top of her kissing her long and hard. She ran her hands clumsily over my chest and she started to unbuttoned my shirt.

"Bella, love," I breathed softly into her delicate ear "I Can't." As I said it I knew it was true. I loved her so much but I just couldn't. I didn't want to hurt her. I just couldn't put her in the position that could get her hurt.

"You promised," she said into my ear as she slid her silk wedding gown over her head and onto the floor besidw the bed. She went on in a seductive sexy tone "you promised me two things if I married you and I did so now it's your turn" she said it calmly into my ear but her heart sped and her air came out in one harsh breath. She took control the situation and continued to take off my clothes by pulling my shirt off.

"I've been waiting for you for over 90 years, Bella. But I cant take the chande in hurting you. I will not hurt you."

"No you won't." she said "But you did promise and you once told me that you would do anything for me, you said that you would give me anything, so do it."

I started to protest again but she put her mouth over mine and I just couldn't resist her any longer. I wanted her so bad. Not just want, I needed her and she needed me. So I gave in.

I was lost in the heat of the moment. Her body was moving against mine. This was the best night of my life. This was the best day of my entire existence.

"Do it" she yelled. "Change me"She kept saying it.

She smelled so good. Her blood pulsing through her veins, her heart thudding in her chest sounded like drums in my ears. Her soft body warm body moving against my own. Without even thinking about it my teeth snuck my teeth into her jugular. The taste of her blood called to me. The taste of her blood was better than I remembered and this time I wasn't sucking out James's venom. I was enjoying a feast. And she was the best thing I has ever sunk my teeth into.

Instantly her moaning turned to screaming. Her blood rusted down my throat and into my body.

As I continued to enjoy my feast her body lay still underneath mine. She was not moving, she was not screaming, she was not even breathing. She was dying. I was killing her. I am killing her. The women I love, the women I can't live without, my angle, I was killing. The venom swelled in my mouth. I pushed it in her throat. Instantly her body started to move. She was screaming again, she was yelling and the top of her lungs, this time not in pleasure. She was squirming as the fire ripped through her body.

"EDWARD", she was screamed my name. The pain was very recognizable in her voice. Every muscle in my body was immobilized. I couldn't move as her pain retching scream made its way through the entire house. Her scream was cut off with a gurgle then her head sagged against her pillow.

She has lost a lot of blood. I had taken a lot of her blood. She wasn't going to live through this.

The venom was not working. She was going to die. My actions were going to kill her. Why did I listen to her? Why did I listen to Alice? I knew I wanted Bella to be like me. I wanted Bella to be with me forever but I couldn't put her through this pain. I couldn't watch her go through this.

And I wasn't going to. I've done it before. I had sucked the venom out of her body before and I will do it again. So I brought her throat back to my lips and started sucking her presses beautiful venom filled blood out.

I could taste my venom mixed in with her sweat blood. As soon as her blood was clean I stopped. It was the hardest thing I have ever done. I don't know how I did it or if I will ever be able to stop again if I smell her blood.

She was breathing heavily. But she was alive for now. She had lost a lot of blood. If I didn't get her into a hospital and fast she was going to die. But she was alive, she was human, oh and she was naked.

I dressed her and put her in the boat. It took me forty-five minute to get her to shore. I took her to the nearest hospital where she was admitted.

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"Alice, go away. I don't need you." I was so mad that she showed up. What was she doing here? My honeymoon blows up in my face and she has to come fix it. Well no matter what she tried to do it wouldn't work. There was nothing she could do no matter what it was it wouldn't work I was already lost. I had almost killed the women I loved and there was nothing I could do to protect my angle anymore.

"You may not need me but she will." She said pointing at Bella lying on the hospital bed.

"Alice, you don't know what I'm going to do because I still don't know what I am going to do."

"Edward," she said my name in a 'I know what I'm talking about' kind of tone "you may not want to do what you are planning, but you have planned it so i had a vison and I know exactly what you have planned."

She had me there. "Fine Alice, what else am I suppose to do?" Her vision pasted through mind. Bella as a vampire her stone cold body standing next to those of my family her garnet like hand in mine in my own, she was standing next to Alice and I, she was in a hunting crouch ready to pounce on a deer. This was a vision I had seen before, this was a future that had not happened and a future that would not happen but this was Alice's answer to my question. This is was I could do. But I wouldn't.

I went on a pretended like I hadn't heard or seen any of what she had just said, "If I stay with her I'll have the erge to kill her. I know I will and i know you know it too. GOD Alice her blood is so unbelievably good. I have already tasted it twice and every time I taste it gets better. I can't stay here with her. Her blood is calling to me. I have to leave. I have to leave. She will live a better life without me anyways. A human life." I was trying to convince myself and Alice that this was the only way. And this was the only way.

"Edward don't do this again."

"I have to Alice. If I love her and want her to live I will."

"Edward!" My angle called weekly to me from the bed.

"Yes, love" I said as I leaned over to kiss her on the forehead "Bella, love, I'm so sorry."

"Edward it's not your fault." She said crying into my chest. I had made her cry, I had made her bleed, and now I was going to break her heart, again.

"I'm sorry love" I said as a nurse came in and pushed something into Bella's IV.

"Gett some sleep, you lost a lot of blood there doll, you'll need the rest, hon." the nurse said.

I looked at Bella and kissed her on the lips, for the last time. "Remember I will always love you" I said.

Her eyes drooped showing that the drug the nurse had put in her IV was working I had less then a minute before she was forced to shut her eyes and there was something every important I needed to tell her. But before I could say it she said "I love you too, now and forever."

"Now and forever love and don't you ever forget that"

Her eyes closed. I got off her bed after kissing her on the cheek one last time.

I started walking toward the door. "Edward" I didn't turn to look at Alice and I tuned out her thoughts. I didn't want to hear any of what she wanted to tell me I already knew what she thought and I did not want to hear it.

I walked out of Bella's room and I walked out of her live forever.

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Ok thats all i have for now. I have the next chapter written i just need to type it up. In the mean time i will leave you with this. i want to know what you think good and bad. And suggestions are alway welcomed.

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Alice-is-my-sister!!!!!!!!!!