Disclaimer: *sigh* Yami no Matsuei characters belong to Matsushita-sensei. All hail to her and worship the path she treads upon.
Author's notes: I'm sorry if this turns out bad.
Warnings: This is a TsuzukixHisoka. Sappy. OOC. Pointless.
Plotless. Poor quality. Despite of these things, I still hope you'll enjoy the fic.
The person I am meant to be
- Hisoka's POV -
The sentence "Life wasn't good one me" was an understatement. I had been abandoned, hurt and betrayed early in my life. If that wasn't enough I was molested, broken, possessed and tortured and was finally killed. Death for me was a reprieve from the life I once led.
Was I meant to be a dark, angst person forever loathing and suffering?
I thought my afterlife would be similar to my life back on Earth when I learned I was being paired off with someone who's useless as a lamp in the daylight; someone who is a sweet-addict and who's most of the time annoyingly cheerful and immature.
But no matter how much I pushed him away, refusing to have anything to do with him, he was patient with me. Gently waiting and slowly overcoming the barriers I was hell bent to keep between us. And before I knew it, he had become part of my existence and I realized how important he was to me when I lost him almost permanently.
Now things are better than I've ever imagined and I realized everything that had happened in my life and afterlife had a reason. They happened so I can meet and love and finally be with Tsuzuki Asato.
I had now become his world just as he is mine.
Yes, this is the person I am meant to be.
- Tsuzuki's POV -
Instead of hoping and getting hurt at the end, I was just living life accepting what it offers. I was just accommodating life as I endlessly took lives.
Regret, guilt and loneliness.
I've know them for so long that they've already been embedded in my system. Funny how everybody like and love me yet refused to be paired with me one way or another.
What would it be like to have someone who'll stay with me forever? I thought. Would I be able to see the meaning of this existence full of guilt?
I was beginning to lose hope when Hisoka appeared. The boy was downright cold yet I couldn't help but find myself attracted to him.
I had been through a lot almost to the point of giving up yet the boy was there to help me carry my burdens. We've been through a lot and together we've survived.
And now, I can truly stay together with the boy.
'If you don't have anything to live, then live for me' the boy had told me.
I could have died yet I accepted Hisoka's offer not mainly because I wanted to save the boy from Touda's flame but because I love the boy too damned much. I love him so much that I wanted to live again just so I can be with him.
I am his partner in work, in life and in love…
Certainly this is the person I am meant to be.
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