The first chapter to Remorseful Beauty, I hope you all like this,Its my first ever real multi chapter Kames fic,so I hope you guys like this.

James Diamond was a person...that was described with some very special chosen words, and none of those were really positive at all, not nice, or kind, or caring, he was smart, but kindness...it wasn't exactly James' thing,or at least it appeared to everyone who didn't know James. Very few people saw the side of James Diamond that people thought he had lost with every pound that he had sweated off when he was thirteen.

James Diamond at a time, had been very over weight his whole childhood, up until he was about five years old til he was around thirteen,when he decided to lose it all, he hated being bullied because of the way he looked,it ruined his life in so many ways.

He didn't have any friends besides a boy named Carlos Garcia who had always been and still was his best friend to this very day, he refused to go to school because he knew how horrible the kids were there,so his grades dropped and he wasn't able to go to the boarding school he wanted to go to for high school,plus his parents had gotten a divorce,he was always crying and his parents blamed it on one another,taring there relationship apart.

They were friends now,best friends like they had been in high school, but James didn't see them getting back together,plus his mother was dating and his father was remarried to a women that was almost as young as James was.

Her name was Madison, she was twenty eight,only eleven years older then James was, she was roughly five seven,with platinum blonde hair and wide baby blue eyes, freckles running over her face lightly, she was cute,and she was nice to everyone in the family,including Ashley his mother,but James just thought she was a little bit young.

But ever since then, James had been a monster, he made fun of chunky people,even if they were just a few extra pounds over there weigh limit, James was a complete asshole, because to him, he didn't see them, he just saw the fat,and to him, fat had ruined his childhood.

There was only one chunky person he was nice too,and that was Carlos' boyfriend, Logan. Logan was chunky, a few inches shorter then Carlos, with spiky hair and big brown eyes that Carlos was completely in love with, he was fourteen years old and went to a different school,but they made it work,and James was happy for them.

And besides, as much as James didn't want to admit it, Logan was a cutie.

That was another thing he absolutely hated about himself, he liked chunky people, loved when people weren't bone thin and just had a few extra pounds on them, he thought it was just sexy.

And he was disgusted with himself for that.

James was getting ready to go for a run out in the park, his mother's house, meh mansion was enormous and he had his own gym in the basement, but sometimes, when the air was warm and it was sunny outside, he liked to do laps in the park, like today, he called Carlos and asked him if he wanted to come.

"Sorry bro, Logan's stressing over this exam he has next Wednesday and I promised him I would go to his house and study with him."

James groaned, as much as he loved Logan like a little brother,it sometimes annoyed him when Carlos abandoned him for the kid, though he did understand,he was most likely to do the same when he found his own true love.

"But Logan's crazy smart."

"So? He's terrible at English,and he's horrified that he'll fail and he wont get his half credit,his friend Kendall fucking excels in that class,but he wants me to help him since he's missed me," Carlos explained with a smile.

"Oh really? So your not just gonna throw him on the bed and fuck his brains out on top of his homework?" James asked with a smirk.

"...well maybe afterwards,but when my baby needs help,I help him. We might do it later. The plan is we'll study til one,go on a little picnic,and then we'll just hang out. Might study some more." Carlos answered,a smile in his voice.

"A.K.A I'll fuck him in the back of my car then go take a nap on his bed?" James asked, a large smirk crossing his face.

"...Yeah,pretty much." Carlos said with a chuckle.

"And Logan is okay with this sexual time?"

"Are you kidding me? The little dude is always horny, I once woke up to him humping my leg in his sleep, he looked so damn adorable when he woke up after he came all in his pants in his sleep, his cheeks almost burned right off."Carlos laughed a little at his boyfriend and James couldn't help but laugh a little himself.

"So what is the exam about anyways?" James wondered as he walked out of the house in some sweatpants, and a tight white V-neck that hugged every muscle on him, his hair was shoved back due to the wind,but James made no move to fix it.

"To Kill A Mockingbird, they just finished it,he liked the book but apparently his teacher said he really didnt get it,so he's freaking out, Kendall made him this little practice quiz and some simple notes,so maybe he'll understand it better after that."Carlos said,sounding unsure.

James chuckled in amusement.

"Well I gotta drive now 'Litos, Tell Logan I said hi,use lube,love you bro."

"Bye,I will, fuck you, love you too,dude."

James snickered and hung up.

Running,running,running, he wasn't sure how many laps he had already done, he had planed on doing five,six at the most because the park was huge,but he found himself doing more, he wasn't sure how many, twenty perhaps? He had ran a few miles by then,his legs burned and he felt light headed, he felt like he couldn't stop,so he just kept going and going, people swerved out of his way, but then,something hit him, something hard,and he stopped and staggered backwards, he looked down at the ground, seeing what he had ran into.

A boy,around fourteen was on the ground,rubbing the front of his head with tears in his eyes that James only noticed when he looked up at James,

"I'm so sorry, I wasn't looking where I was going," he said,looking as if he would cry.

James looked the blonde up and down, he was short,up to James' chest, he had round,beautiful green eyes,and his hair was dark blonde,with golden shades in it, his lips plush and pink,just so fucking lick-able. But then James realized something about him...

...he was fat.

Okay,no he wasn't exactly fat, per say,he just had a few extra pounds here and there...and there as well,he was chubby but in a baby like way,as if it was pure,innocent baby fat.

But James felt something strange, instead of feeling hate...he felt...something different, a rare tenderness that James felt for few people, a feeling he had only ever felt towards, Carlos,Logan, his mother, his father, Madison sometimes,his younger sister Alice, and his older brother, Nathan, and Nathan's children that he had with his wife,Anna, and Nathan's two daughters, Avery and Nicole. And his older sister, Vanessa, her husband Max,and her three children Tresa,Benjamin, and Jessica and that was it,no one else.

But right then,at that very moment, he thought that maybe,just maybe that would change, James smiled and offered the blonde his hand,he took it hesitantly and James helped him up.

"I'm so sorry I ran into you! I was texting my friend and I wasn't looking were I was going! I guess, Running and Texting dont go together, I'm so sorry! Is your head okay?' He gushed,looking miserable and upset.

James smiled at him. "Don't worry about it kid, It was half my fault anyways,I wasn't exactly watching were I was going either." They shared a smile. "My names James."

The blonde smiled shyly.

"I'm Kendall."

So they met, sorry if it seemed a little rushed, I just didnt want to give to many things away so soon, its really my first time writing a multi chapter Kames so...I guess I was nervous, what do you all think?

Lots Of Love,

Sarah